“I don’t want you to go. At all. But if you do, which you probably will, Nathan will be watching you, and Benjamin will be ready with a sniper to be used at any cost,” she said worriedly, and my eyes went wide.
“Benny has a sniper?!” I almost screamed.
She ignored me. “I could ask George to be on stand-by in case this becomes a hit-and-run. Okay, okay, this could work,” she muttered as she thought, feeding my sibling in her arms while I could only stare at her, dumbfounded and in shock.
She shrugged as she looked at me. “He won’t actually pull the trigger. He’s just going to be a… precaution.”
I tried to remain calm as my nerves were at an all-time high. I almost couldn’t sleep last night untilhecalmed me down.Just breathe, Princess. Just breathe.
I repeated his words as I looked down at the ground, but my breath hitched when a pair of loafers made their way into my line of sight. I gulped slightly as I looked up and made contact with the man I cursed just the other day—my biological father, Michael.
“Delilah, thank you for meeting with me in person,” he said as he stood in front of me.
I nodded slowly and directed my attention back to my cup of tea as he slowly made his way to the seat across from me.
I don’t know what he was expecting. This man deserved none of my attention or time… much less a hug.
He folded his hands on the table as he sighed. I tried not to notice how his skin was an olive tan, and his hair was curlier than on my mother’s side.Traits I inherited from him, I guess.
“I don’t even know where to start. You’ve grown so much. Into a beautiful young woman—”
“You don’t even know me,” I cut him off, and he frowned. “You left me when I was a child, a literal infant. And you have the audacity to tell mymotherthat I belong to you more than her?” I asked him, enraged.
He bit his lip.
What, did he think I was going to let him off the hook for disrespecting my mother?For disrespecting Bribri?
“Delilah... I came to speak with you, honey. I didn’t come to argue or to make you miserable. I want to make amends with you. You’re my only daughter. I know I screwed up, and I know I can’t ever make up for the time lost... But all I’m asking for is a chance. To make things right between us,” he finished, and I puffed.
Am I being unreasonable? I mean, he is more than twenty years late... Should I give him a chance? Should I trust him to keep his word about genuinely wanting to build a relationship with me?
“I-I don’t know. As selfish as this may sound, I already have a father. I don’t want you to get the wrong impression that we are going to magically build some sort of relationship that will change the past.”
He nodded. “I completely understand. I know I’m far too late for anything of the sort, but I would like to get to know you at least... Would you let me start with that?” he asked.
I hesitated for a moment before slowly nodding. “Okay,” I whispered, and he smiled. His teeth were straight, white, and pearly, but I knew a genuine smile from a fake one, and he wasn’t smiling genuinely. I tried not to overanalyze it, but something was off.
What’s going on?I wondered, but I shook the thoughts from my head. I didn’t want to overthink anything, but how could I not? I knew going into this would be a little dangerous, and I didn’t want to let my guard down, even for a second.
“How’s life with Brielle and Killian?” Michael asked, and I shrugged lightly.
“It’s fine. I do sometimes miss when I was younger and had fewer responsibilities regarding school, work, and my siblings,” I said, reminiscing about the time before all of my siblings were around—when it was just me, Killy, and Bribri.
Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely love my siblings. However, I onlylikethem on certain occasions.
He continued asking me questions, and I answered them as best as possible. Soon there was a silence that was almost deafening as I mustered up the courage to ask him something I longed to know.
“Why did you leave?” I asked softly.
He paused for a moment.
“...I was young and dumb. And I’ve been somewhat dumb for the last twenty years as I never saw the need to reach out or find you.”
“Why now?” I asked him.
I noticed a slight change in his posture. “I guess I finally grew up enough to take responsibility and apologize to you,” he muttered.
I didn’t say anything for a moment.