Raw passion takes over and we move to a rhythm all our own. Rolling and thrashing on the bed with abandon as our bodies and needs take over. We’re wild. Groping and moaning. Demanding and pleading. Loving and tender. Awestruck and ecstatic.
Before I know it, I’m riding him. Swiveling and rolling my hips. My tits bounce and jiggle and he squeezes them and pinches my nipples.
“Ohhhhhhhh” His crown hits my spot perfectly. He releases my breasts and grabs my ass with both hands, enabling him to drive up into me hard. Fast. Punishing.Incredible. It’s too much. Too good. My entire body tenses as the most intense sensation of my life courses through me. It’s a euphoric wave beginning deep in my core and radiating outward, leaving me utterly consumed by the sensation.
“Ohhhhhhmmmyyyyyyygoooooddddddd. Come with me. Cillian…” I beg, rubbing my clit furiously intime to his fucking.
With a long, tortured groan, Cillian flips me onto the bed. He pistons his hips like he’s burrowing himself into my body permanently. Every nerve ending is electrified, each pulse of ecstasy builds upon the last until I’m suspended in a moment of pure, unadulterated bliss.
Suddenly, my pussy gushes like a geyser, drenching us. Cillian’s entire body shudders and he growls out my name, emptying everything he has until I’m overflowing with our combined release.
I’m a moaning, writhing mess, unable to comprehend how my body is capable of such pleasure, but he’s not done. Cillian pulls out and kneels between my legs, placing my thighs over his shoulders. I’m unable to move, but he lifts my hips up to his face, buries into my pussy, and laps us up with a feral abandon.
His tongue is everywhere, in every crevice, through every fold, settling on my clit. His entire mouth engulfs me. I shudder through yet another mammoth orgasm.
This the single most intimate moment of my life.
We’re finally free.
Unbothered by our mess, Cillian eases me down and gathers me in his arms. “You squirted, I’ve never seen anything like it. I had to know what we tasted like.”
“Let me sample.” I can barely move but I manage to tilt my face up to him. We kiss, swirling our tongues together. “I love it. Ilovedit.”
Completely satiated, I rest my head against his chest. My leg is flung over his thigh and my arm is draped over his stomach. He kisses my temple and holds me tighter. “I’ll do whatever it takes to make you happy, Ivy. I’ve never loved someone like I love you. I never will again.”
“I’ve always known you were meant for me. My soul connected with yours the second we saw each other.” I snuggle closer and peer up at him. “When you’re inside me, I feel free and alive.Complete. I’ll love you forever.”
Cillian looks at me with such intensity, it makes my heart skip a beat. “You’re my everything, baby. I have something to say, though.”
“Mmmmmkay.” I kiss his chest.
“After hearing your dad berate you viciously…I’m still so fucking ashamed for saying things you’ll never unhear. I will never, ever,everspeak to you out of anger or fear again. No matter what I’m going through.” He kisses me softly. “Iwantyou. I’vealwayswanted you. I’ll want youforever.Mo shíorghrá.”
“The way you say ‘muh-heer-grah’ is so beautiful. You’ve never told me what it means.” I trace his eyebrow withmy finger.
He cradles my face in his hand. “It means ‘my eternal love’ in Gaelic.”
“Ohhhh.” I take a deep breath and let his words sink in. “It’s the first thing you ever said to me when I saw you at Kells.”
Cillian nods. “Yeah.”
Tears well up, but this time they’re because I’m grateful. “You’re nothing like my father. I know you were hurt and said things you didn’t mean, but you weren’t being vindictive or ruthless. It was a painful blow to learn I’d lied to you about things that were so important. You still took accountability, apologized and meant it. We’ve both made mistakes and now we’re past it. Let’s put it behind us.”
“And, in that vein, I think we should pack up your stuff so you can move in while your dad’s in the hospital.” Cillian squeezes me tightly. “That way, you won’t have to face him until you’re ready.”
The reality of what happened settles in. The thing is, I’m not the only one who endured my father’s wrath. Cillian took a lashing too. “What about you? You’ve been focused on me all day, what’s going on at the jobsite?”
“I have no idea. My dad is handling it. My only focus today is making sure you’re okay.” Cillian gazes into my eyes.
“Well, if fucking me senseless is making sure I’m okay, I’m lucky to have you.” I comb my fingers through hishair.
He chuckles, but looks thoughtful. “Ahh, well, I’m lucky you enjoy being fucked senseless.” He cups my breast and runs his hand down my side. “Promise me, if it gets to be too much, let me know. I don’t want you to feel overwhelmed. You’re dealing with a lot.”
“I’m good.” My heart swells at his care for me.
He feathers kisses on my jaw. “We’ll pick up the pieces, baby. We’re going to be happy.”
“I’malreadyhappy,” I assure him. “It may seem strange, but I feel relieved. I keep thinking—if my dad reacted badly about our current relationship, thank God we didn’t tell him you’re the guy from my past.”