“Oh, trust me, it does.”
The words linger, almost coming from my lips. I know that avoiding this will only make things worse. My thoughts swarm like bees as I try to figure out the right way to ask this.
I don’t know why I’m so nervous. I mean, this is Sara. She will probably love it. Maybe it’s the implications of what this means for both of us, coming a bit too soon.
“I wanted to ask you if you’d like to come with me on vacation.”
She sits there, nodding.
“Where to? I mean, if it’s a day trip, I wouldn’t mind it, but—”
“Bermuda.”
Her jaw drops. I catch her breathing a little bit deeper, processing this.
“That’s, uh, a little farther than I thought we’d be going.”
“I have a family gathering out there.”
“It won’t be a burden on you, right?”
“Course not,” I retort. “I asked you, so I’d like it if you came.”
She takes in these words, and I wait. I hope she says yes. Not just because I want to be around her but because I would love to show her around the island and my property. Plus, there’s a part of me that wants to introduce Sara to the family. I haven’t wanted to do that in a while, but the more I’m around her sweet face, the more she tempts me.
“This is a lot,” she finally replies.
“I’m sorry if this is a little sudden.”
“No, you’re good! I’m just trying to figure this all out. I’ve never been there and—”
“I have connections. You just have to show up.”
“Right. I mean, I have my passport but never used it.”
“Now’s as good of time as ever.”
“True.”
She thinks about this, and my eyes look down at my watch. I need an answer soon. If she says no, I don’t know what I’ll do, but I guess I’ll figure it out.
“If you need some time to think on this, I can give it to you.”
“No, it’s fine. I think I have my answer,” she replies, leaning forward. Her eyes light up, and I can’t help but grow mesmerized by her sweetness.
“I’d love to go with you,” she says.
My heart races and the weight on my chest disappears when I hear those words. I smile, happy to hear this, while keeping my expression muted.
“That’s great!”
“This is just, wow. I didn’t expect this today.”
“Well, sometimes you need to expect the unexpected,” I reply.
“True.”
We sit there, and I try to find the right words. This decision is huge, and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel the nervousness practically overwhelm me.