Thud. Will was standing at the end of the aisle in front of the chancel steps, chatting to Jake.
Surreptitiously, Lucy devoured familiar details – the nut brown sheen of his hair, the outdoor glow on his skin and thecreases at the corners of his eyes and mouth, his long legs in faded blue jeans.
As if these weren’t enough to raise her temperature, she saw baby Mia, in a froth of pink, curled sleepily into the crook of Will’s arm.
Heavens, had there ever been a sweeter place for a baby to sleep?
The tiny girl and the big man together made an image that Lucy had guiltily pictured in her most secret dreams and the sight of them now sucked vital air from her lungs.
Somehow she managed to walk down the aisle.
‘Lucy!’ Mattie called. ‘I was just about to ring you.’
‘I’m sorry, I’m late. I was held up with a tricky calving.’ She was surprised she could speak normally when her attention was riveted by Will. Not just by how amazing he looked with that tiny pink bundle in his arms, but by the way his head swung abruptly at the sound of her voice. The way he went still and his eyes blazed suddenly.
Lucy felt as if the entire world had stopped, except for the frantic beating of her heart.
Thank heavens no one else seemed to notice.
‘Don’t worry,’ Mattie was telling her calmly. ‘We haven’t been here long. I’ve just been going over the music with the organist.’
Everything was so suddenly normal and relaxed that Lucy was sure she’d misjudged Will’s reaction. He certainly looked mega-cool and calm now as he greeted her. His light touch on her shoulder as he bent to kiss her, and the merest brush of his lips on her cheek scalded her, but Will’s grey eyes were perfectly calm.
He even looked mildly amused when he greeted her. ‘Good to see you again, Lucy.’
In a matter of moments, the babies were handed over to the minister’s wife and daughter, who cooed and fussed over themin the front pew, while the members of wedding party were taken through their paces.
Will, as the best man, would partner Gina. Lucy would process with Tom. So that was a relief. At least, she didn’t have to link arms and walk down the aisle with Will at the end of tomorrow’s ceremony.
Lucy had been a bridesmaid twice before, so she knew the ropes, but the minister wanted to explain every step of the service, and the rehearsal seemed to drag on and on.
On the plus side, she had time to calm down. This wedding was going to be a cinch. Nothing to get in a twist about.
Anyway, it was the height of self-indulgence to keep thinking about herself. Tomorrow was going to be Mattie’s big day. Lucy, along with the entire population of Willowbank, loved warm-hearted, generous Mattie Carey and the whole township would probably turn out to watch her marry the hunky man of her dreams.
Lucy didn’t want a single event or unhappy thought to mar this wedding’s perfection.
Will who?
By the time the rehearsal was over, it was already dark outside, with a fragile, fingernail moon hanging above the post office clock. The group dispersed quickly. Gina and Tom wanted to hurry home to get their babies settled. Mattie and Jake had to dash away to a special dinner Mattie’s parents were hosting for assorted members of both families.
And Lucy wanted to hurry home to her “boys,” as she affectionately called her dogs. The Irish setter and the border collie enjoyed each other’s company, but if she was away for any length of time, they were always frantic to see her.
She was fishing in her pocket for her car keys when she felt a tap on her elbow. She swung around to find herself trapped byWill Carruthers’s smile like a startled animal caught in a car’s headlights.
‘I haven’t had a proper chance to say hello,’ he said easily. ‘I wanted to know how you are.’
Lucy gulped. ‘I – I’m fine.’ She was grateful that the darkness disguised the flush in her face, but it took a moment to remember to add, ‘Thanks.’ And a frantic breath later. ‘How about you, Will?’
‘Not bad.’ He gave her another smile and the skin around his eyes crinkled, then he shoved his hands into his jeans pockets and stood in front of her, with his long legs comfortably apart, shoulders wide. So tall and big he made her shiver.
She managed to ask, ‘Are you still working in Mongolia?’
‘Actually, no.’ There was a slight pause. ‘I was there long enough. Decided it’s time for a change, so I’m going to look around for somewhere new.’
The news didn’t surprise Lucy, but after so many years, she’d finally got used to Will’s absence. When he was safely overseas she could almost forget about him. Almost.
Without quite meeting her gaze, Will said, ‘Gina tells me you’ve bought a house.’