“Holy shit, you were telling the truth.”
“Yeah, I was.” I rested my head back against the wall and gave myself a hard pull.
Caleb licked at the condensation beading his top lip and tipped the bottle up, pouring some of the soap into his hand. “Then I think I know exactly where I want to start.”
“You do?” I said as he put the bottle back on the shelf.
“I do.” He stepped in front of me, his dick jutting out like it wanted to play, then he began to run his hands over my chest, soaping me up. “I’m going to clean you up, rinse you down, then…” He brushed his lips over mine. “I’m going to make you dirty all over again.”
Oh, fuck yes.I didn’t have one damn complaint about that.
Caleb lowered his eyes back to where his hands were massaging their way down my body, making sure to get my skin all lathered up. His touch was sure but also exploratory as he grazed his thumbs over my nipples, his lust overriding any self-doubt he might have about being with a guy like this.
All these firsts...with me. A kiss. A hand job. Whatever came next...other than me.
All of those things were a heavy burden to carry for someone, and something I’d pretty much avoided since my own years ago. But Caleb was trusting me with this, and now that he was finally opening up and navigating this side of our relationship, I wasn’t going to fuck things up.
I was going to make every moment we were together as amazing and memorable for him as I knew it would be for me.
As he continued to make his way down my body to where I was stroking myself, he batted my hand out of the way and took my hard length in his slippery palm. I sucked in a breath.
“You’re so fucking sexy,” he said, his voice a breathy kind of sigh. “I want to do this right, make you feel good.”
A strangled chuckle left me at that, because if he made me feel any better, I might just die from the experience. “Anything you do is going to feel right.”
“I’m being serious.”
“So am I.” I reached down with both hands and held his in place as I thrust forward, tunneling through his fist. “The other day in the library, I came in two seconds from just a touch. Trust me when I say it’s taking everything I have not to explode allover you now that you’re nakedandtouching me. I don’t think you realize just how fucking much I want you.”
A shiver rippled over his skin, and Caleb looked down my body to where my piercing shone like a beacon under the lights in the shower.
“You think you can hold off long enough to let me get a better look at that?”
“If I can’t, I’ll die trying.”
The next thing I knew, Caleb knelt where the suds were pooling at my feet. Andfuck, the sight of him in front of me almost made my knees buckle.
He was so damn gorgeous, better than any dream I’d had of him, as damp strands of his hair stuck to his forehead and he angled my dick so he could finger the ring adorning the leaking tip.
The scent of his soap filled my nostrils as Caleb ran his thumb down the underside of my shaft to fondle my balls, his fingers slipping and sliding, teasing the most sensitive part of my body.
I grunted with pleasure. “Someone clearly knows what he likes when he’s alone.”
Caleb looked up at me. “I’ve definitely had more practice lately… Thank you for that.”
“Fucking hell.”
His smile turned wicked then, tugging up the corner of his mouth. “Am I allowed to touch you here?” He gently pushed a fingertip between my ass cheeks, making me curse as my hips arched forward. “Is that a yes?”
“That’s ahellyes.”
He chuckled, then slipped his digit along my hot channel, and I widened my legs for him, wanting to give him the best access possible.
“I… I know what Iwant to do to you. But is that what you want?”
If it was putting his finger inside me, he hadnoidea. I wanted him to slide that finger deep in my ass and stretch me wide enough that he could then sink his dick in.
ButI wasn’t sure he was ready to hear that just yet—he seemed a little unsure. So I decided to ease him in another way.Make him really want me before blowing his mind.