My knees suddenly lost their ability to hold me upright, and I tried to grasp anything to keep myself from falling. Nicholas’s arms closed around my waist as I fell back against him. He lowered us to the ground, never letting me go.
He whispered things in my ear as he stroked my hair, but I couldn’t make out his words. The shrill in my head was far too loud for me to focus on anything. My skin felt hot and cold at the same time. I laid my head back against him, unable to keep my eyes open any longer.
A cold rag was placed across my forehead, and a cool breeze came out of nowhere, cooling my skin until I shuddered with a cold chill.
I blinked my eyes open to find Aiden kneeling in front of us, fanning me, concern painting his face, his eyes frantically looking me over, like he expected to find a physical injury he could fix with a Band-Aid. It wasn’t that simple, though.
His concern faded slightly when he noticed me looking at him. “She’s awake,” he spoke over my shoulder to his twin, who was still stroking my hair.
I closed my eyes and leaned back into Nicholas, savoring the zaps of pleasure that ran down my spine as he played with my hair. It felt so good, I nearly moaned.
“She’s definitely okay,” Aiden said, shooting me a wink when I opened my eyes.
I bit my lip and squirmed between them. Apparently, Ihadmoaned.
Nicholas rubbed his nose behind my ear, eliciting more shudders from my body. “I’m sorry for pushing you, baby,” he murmured, guilt lacing his voice.
I sat up, both sets of arms coming up to catch me in case I fell again. I repositioned myself to face Nicholas, my thighs resting over his as my ankles crossed behind him. I grabbed his face and waited for him to look me in the eye before saying, “That wasn’t your fault.” He offered me a brief nod. “I’m just stressed. We’ve spent all week doing this, and I have so much pent-up energy and anxiety and nowhere for it to go.” I blew out a dramatic breath. “I get up, eat breakfast, then lift weights. I practice the weighing. I eat lunch. I run with you. I train with Keir. I eat dinner, then I go to bed—exhausted. I’m not saying I don’t need all the training, but I wish I had something to distract me, something to take all the dark thoughts from my mind for longer than five minutes at a time.” I stopped and forced the tears away.
The twins were silent for once, and I closed my eyes for a moment before opening them back up. I looked over my shoulder at Aiden, his face slack and his eyes vacant. Nicholas mirrored him. They looked helpless, but they had no idea they were exactly what I needed right now.
“I wan—Ineedyou to distract me,” I demanded more than requested.
Aiden scooted closer to me. “How?” I leaned back onto him, and Nicholas watched as I grabbed his twin’s hand and brought it under my shirt to my breast.
“Please,” I gasped out as Aiden rolled my hard nipple in his fingers.
Nicholas grabbed my waist and moved me against him so I could grind on his cock, which was already hard for me.“Anything for you, baby.” I continued to move against him as he slipped a hand under my shirt to my other breast, tugging on my nipple.
I arched my back into their hands. Aiden swept the hair away from my neck with his free hand and peppered my skin with kisses that quickly turned into nibbles and licks. I slid my right hand down my exposed abdomen, but before I could dip them below my shorts, Nicholas took my place, diving in for my swollen clit.
Moans spilled from my lips, my hips still grinding against Nicholas’s hardness. Pressure built in the pit of my stomach.
Aiden moved his lips to the shell of my ear, giving it a light bite before growling, “You’re so fucking perfect, little one. Look at you. Putty in our damn hands. Begging for our touch like a good fucking whore.”
I swallowed, my first orgasm already right around the corner.
My shirt had ridden up to expose my chest, my stiff nipples still being pinched and tugged.
“Do you want to come, Lilly?” Nicholas asked me, but I was busy panting, unable to speak. “Only good girls who tell us what they need get to come, baby.”
“I want to come,” I half-shouted, unable to control my voice under the haziness of desire clouding my mind.
Aiden’s hand wrapped around my throat, pressing just enough to make me light-headed. “I didn’t hear her ask. Did you, Nicholas?”
The fingers massaging my clit slowed to a painful pace, and I huffed. “Plea—”
“Are you fucking kidding me?”
Chapter 25
Keir
I felt his evil presence before the door even opened. The increase in my heart rate, cold sweats, and the flipping of my stomach was a reaction ingrained into my fucking DNA thanks to the monster.
He didn’t even greet me as he walked in. “I was made aware of something that does not please me, Keir.”
I fought rolling my eyes. If only I hadn’t heard this line a million times before. I’d have been more surprised if he walked in and said something along the lines of “I’m so proud of you and your accomplishments, Keir. You work so hard and get so much done.”