Maybe if I fill out the forms that Tracy person gave me, I can go home.
She said it wasn’t grippy socks, so maybe it’s just for therapy when this is over. That wouldn’t be so bad, I guess. I could ride my way through that for a few sessions to make my parents feel better.
I press the button, raising my bed so I’m sitting up. My head spins a little with the movement.
Pick up the sheaf of papers.
Hard to focus. The words swim. I squint and try to concentrate.
How many alcoholic drinks do you consume on a daily basis?
Answers:?1–2?2–3?3–4?I don’t know
Have you ever done anything you regret while under the influence of alcohol?
Answers:?Yes?No?Maybe?I don’t know
How often do you have negative thoughts?
Answers:?Every day?Sometimes?Never?A few times a week
Have you ever thought about suicide?
Answers:?Every day?Sometimes?Never?A few times a week
Have you ever attempted suicide?
Answers:?Yes?No?Never
Do you ever wish you weren’t alive?
Answers:?Yes?No?Never?Sometimes
Do you ever feel hopeless?
Answers:?Yes?No?Never?Sometimes
How often do you feel anxious?
Answers:?Every day?Never?Sometimes
Have you done drugs, like marijuana or prescriptions, in the past week?
Answers:?Yes?No?A little
How often would you say you feel sad?
Answers:?Every day?Never?A few times a week
Do you feel safe at home?
Answers:?Yes?No?Sometimes
Do you feel safe at school?
Answers:?Yes?No?Sometimes
Have you ever lied about consuming drugs or alcohol?