Because you can crush it smoke it squeeze it swallow it choke it down
But you cannot kill it
You cannot kill it
I am asking you:
Whatever lives inside you that is so great you must destroy it
Have you destroyed it yet?
Did any of the crush smoke squeeze swallow
Kill it?
No.
It is always there
It will always be there
I am asking you to face it
I am asking you to take it
And love it
Water it
Tend it
Talk to it
And tell it
We must live together
You and me
This pain
This nothingness
Because when you wake up after crushing smoking squeezing choking
It will always be there
You will still be that fist in your face
That scream in your ear
That one bad night or twelve
You will still be all the people who have died and left you here
You will still be alone
You will still be