Page 25 of Loyalties & Longings

Blaze is probably the best chance I have of getting close,though. Only a few minutes ago, he helped me find a piece of that ecstasy bybitingme, after all. Who would have thought?

“If you do it right, we might even have a chance to do two of those three things,” I challenge him, running my bottom lip through my teeth.

His eyes ignite, blazing just behind the surface. He shifts himself so his whole body is back over the top of mine. His cock runs along my slit, spreading the moisture that hasn’t stopped dripping out. I’m like a faucet at this point.

Leaving a trail of kisses along my neck, he growls against my skin, “Are you sure you want this, Lake?”

He thrusts his hips ever so slightly, parting my pussy just a little. He renders me speechless, which is all this man seems to do. He’s dangerous and sexy as sin, and I need him. I slowly tilt my head in a nod.

“Use your words, Lake. I need to know you want me to split you in two.”

His eyes focus on mine, his attention drilling into me, not proceeding until he gets a verbal answer. He scoops his hands under my arms and holds onto my shoulders. He circles his hips just a little, and my eyes roll into the back of my head. A war rages in my mind, deciding if I truly want this.

If I do and he does me right, will I be able to give him up? I’d hate to think what Dad would do if he ever found out that one of his most trusted men split hisBellain two right down the center.

If I don’t want this—no, fuck that. I definitely want this. But if he doesn’t do me right, what’s the worst that could happen? It’d be yet another dud lay, and it’d be on to the next just like the others. I’ll be forever in search of exactly what I need. Maybe I’m just so damned messed in the head that nobody will ever quite match my brand of fucked up, and I’ll have no choice but to settle.

Fuck settling.

Blaze’s eyes burn into me while he still rubs himself up and down, coating his sheathed cock in my wetness before he pauses at my opening. It feels so delicious, and I want it so bad that I let out a loud consensual, “Ye...”

Before I have even gotten the word out, he thrusts his hips forward, shoving himself inside me. I let out a cry of pain. He is a lot thicker than I originally thought. I’m thankful he’d prepped me a little with his tongue, although his fingers may have helped too. He holds himself steady for a minute, still preventing me from moving by pinning my body under his. He’s giving my body a moment to adjust to his size and the feeling of fullness he creates in me.

I squirm under him as he slowly pulls out of my pussy before pushing back in. The slow and gentle movements don’t feel quite so bad. He props himself up on his hands. We’re only connected by our bottom halves—I’m still fully clothed minus my underwear, but Blaze is completely nude, allowing me to fully appreciate his body.

After finding a rhythm that feels good for both of us, he reaches one of his hands down between us and starts circling my clit, almost sending me over the edge instantly. Obviously trying to torture me, he stops only a few circles later before starting to become rougher and more urgent with his thrusts.

Our breaths become ragged, and small moans escape my lips while I breathe in his air. Rolling my head back into his pillows, my eyes closed and mouth open, I’m right on the precipice of losing control of all my body movements and words. With my eyes still closed, I feel a shift in the mattress. I don’t want to open my eyes and be dropped into reality again.

Then the burning heat of one of Blaze’s hands presses against my throat.

My eyes fly open to meet his eyes staring down at me, dark and intent. Still pumping into me with force, his hand squeezesat the sides, restricting blood flow while allowing just enough air through for me to breathe. This man is not only sexy, he also knows how to give a good, violent fuck.

He slams into me over and over with punishing force before my mind becomes blank. I’m left with nothing but a tingling in my toes that rushes up my legs straight to my core. My pussy starts clenching, milking Blaze for all he’s worth. Two seconds later, he throws his head back and lets out an animalistic growl. He pauses so deep inside me that I feel his cock throbbing as he spills into the condom. He eases his grip around my neck, and we ride the descent from the feeling of euphoria together.

Still inside me, throbbing, he leans down and plants a gentle kiss on my lips.

“You. Are. Amazing. Lake.” He accentuates each word with another kiss to my lips. “You are like a drug. I don’t usually do drugs, but you are one I could absolutely become addicted to.”

I give him a languid smile as he rolls off me, pulling off the condom and discarding it in the trash. My thoughts are scattered now because what he just did to me was beyond words. I’ll revisit my thoughts later because I have to get cleaned up before my appointment. And now, thanks to him, I don’t have any panties.

“Where’s the bathroom?” I ask, not acknowledging his previous comment. He points to a door in his room that I hadn’t seen until now. “I’m just going to quickly clean up,” I say as I scoot off the bed and dash to the bathroom, my wetness already seeping out, making my thighs slick.

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Blaze has gray track pants on and is lying on his bed with his eyes closed when I emerge from the bathroom. From across the room, it looks like he is barely breathing. Moving closer, I see the slow rise and fall of his chest, but has he fallen asleep?

All of the hard lines that usually mar his face are almost gone,and his expression is so much softer than what I’m used to seeing. He is definitely relaxed.

Good sex will generally do that to a person.

My feet scuff the floor, and his eyes snap open. “You good?” he asks, face still soft. My eyebrows pull together, my mouth screwing to the side.

“I think I’m actually going to have to go home,” I answer.

“Why’s that?” he asks, sitting up, his eyebrows pulling together.

“I have a lack of underwear situation.” My face contorts in a sarcastic manner.

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