I shook my head.
“I need some space,” I said, dazed at what he just told me. I was surrounded by air but felt like I couldn't breathe.
Chapter 29
Tae
She looked as if she was about to hyperventilate. The varied emotions had flashed across her face, and I hated the wounded look in her eyes, but my resolve was firmly in place.
“Baby, everything will work out in the end,” I said as I sat down, bringing her body down with me to sit her on my lap.
She didn't struggle, but her body was limp.
“I want to go home,” she said again.
My arm tightened around her waist, but I didn't say anything. I didn't regret anything because Nari was destined to be mine. She had a glow or an aura about her that had turned my head that day, and in my gut, I knew she was different from anyone I’d ever been with. I pushed her head onto my shoulder and kept my hand tangled in her hair.
“Why did you do this to me?” she whispered as I felt more tears, but this time they dripped down my shoulder.
“I’m going to level with you,” I said as she lifted her head, and I stared into her eyes. It was best to lay it all out for her since she knew about my obsession.
“Nice of you,” she muttered, looking away from me uncomfortably.
“I saw you out with your family for your graduation dinner. I was out with Kwan for my birthday,” I said before I paused. “I resented your family for being so sweet with one another, but then you walked past me. I couldn't take my eyes off you, but you never noticed me at all.”
I began to stroke her back and thigh as I tried to articulate my need to control and dominate. “I didn't know any other way. I wasn't raised the way you were,Aein.”
“I-I’m not sure I can do this right now, Tae,” she said, and I felt a sinking feeling in the pit of my belly.
I mentally ran through my options and none of them allowed her out of my sight. It wouldn't happen, not when I waited for her.
“Baby, I will never physically hurt you, but you're not leaving me,” I said in a stony voice before I placed my hand over her belly to remind her of our child.
I still had three days left of her fertile period, and I wasn't about to stop fucking her. When I glanced at her eyes, they were dry, and I pulled the tie on her bikini until it loosened up. Her head shot up as she scowled at me. It made me smile because I would rather have her be angry with me than have that forlorn look in her eyes.
“What are you doing?”
“I’m about to fuck my wife,” I said with a slow smile spreading across my face.
“No, you are not,” she said adamantly, enunciating each word with precision.
I ignored her and yanked the scrap of material off her breasts before I placed her on the sun lounger. She began to sit up, but I moved over her and looked at her beautiful breasts. I gripped her by the throat until her body tensed.
“You forget, baby. I know exactly what your pussy loves,” I said as I held her throat and began to suck on her breast.
I ignored her protests as I began to suck and pause before I gripped the soft flesh tight. When I glanced up, she bit her lip to prevent any sound from leaving. She tried to pull my hand away from her throat, but I tightened it until she gasped for breath. My little freak loved to have her hair pulled and my hand or arm around her throat.
“Is your pussy wet,Aein?” I taunted. “Because I am always hard and ready for you.”
She growled and scratched at my hand, but I sank my teeth into the side of her breast until she stopped. I didn't hesitate, and I slipped my fingers into her bikini bottom and felt her slippery wet pussy lips. I shoved two fingers inside her cunt and continued to suck on her nipples.
The warm sun was beating down on us, but I had to fuck her. The longer I fingered her, the less she struggled against me. I kept my hand on her throat as I shoved my shorts down my body and used my foot to kick them off. I glanced down and untied the strings for her bikini bottoms before tossing them to the side. She quickly clamped her legs shut.
“I told you.Forevermine,” I said as I placed a knee between her legs. “In every lifetime.”
When she kept her legs clenched shut, I shoved my hand between them and pulled her legs apart until I settled between them. It reminded me of when I took her virginity. I stroked her neck and jaw before I clamped my fingers around her neck and looked into her eyes.
“Do you think you can deny me?” I asked as I began to rock my hips until I rubbed my entire length and balls along her pussy.