“Kevin.”
“Kevin." I allowed the name to slip from my throat to my lips.
“I’ll do what I can to make sure you’ll be fine. You’re innocent. I can see through your act. You never had someone who took care of you and who you could trust full-hearted. This institution is hosting other girls that have similar issues. I hope you’re going to make friends there, have fun, learn something and emerge as a strong woman that will find her way in life and create her own happiness."
I wanted to hug him, and he allowed me to do so. Was he not scared of me anymore? Kevin pulled me close to his chest for a few seconds. I could feel his heart beating loud as if it was inside my chest.
Our eyes met, my deep blue eyes and his cool green ones. He had the most beautiful eyes with long dark lashes.
The next morning, I found myself inside a bus with a small bag of my belongings. A bored policeman sat a few chairs behind me. I felt like a big shot because I had an armed escort, court order, and shit.
As I closed my eyes, I allowed myself to slip away from this life.
That day was a day I’ll never forget. Kevin desired me but didn’t act on his impulse even though he could. He was one of the few who considered what was best for me. That won him a place in my heart.
Sparky appeared in my dreams. Her color was different from the last time I saw her. She was pink and violet and felt more grown-up now. She looked at me. In my dream, I sat on a log in the forest, and she put her head on my lap.
“Hi, girl. I’ve missed you.
A soft whimper escaped her mouth.
“Are you well?"
Her ruby eyes locked on mine. I knew it. She was always with me. This was a promise that she always will keep. As I am part of her, she was a part of me. My hand was the color of the flames now, and I could feel that my body was changing, just as I allowed my own heart to sync with Sparky’s. Her heart of fire consumed me, gave me a sense of belonging and unity.