Page 46 of Beautiful Dark Temptation

I opened my eyes to his beautiful face. “I’mnot going to hurt you,” he said with compassion in his voice. “Iwon’t do anything you don’t want. You have control here.”

I have control. That he’d given over controlto me, at least in the bedroom, made me want to cry. I didn’t. Iswallowed it all back instead.

“I just want to look, is that okay?”

Damn, he sounded so unsure. As if it werehis first time touching a man and I felt so damn privileged thathe’d chosen me. I nodded, not trusting my voice. He continued hisexploration, burning me deeper as every cell in my body tooknotice. He didn’t push his finger inside me, but he rubbed myopening gently. And then he leaned down into my erection, openedhis mouth, and took me all in.

I hissed at the heat of his mouth, thesensation driving my balls to fill. The need for release. I ran myhands into his soft hair. He must use expensive shit because itfelt so good. As he sucked me, his fingers were doing things to myhole I couldn’t even think about. It burned and felt … weird. Butall I could do was feel everything.

A whimper escaped my lips, then a moan, anda few curses. Theoh, fucks, as he took me to the back ofhis throat. The feel of his tongue circling my tip was too damnmuch. The best blowjob of my life. He played with my balls, hisfingers grazed under the perineum, and I jerked my hips again. Soclose.

“Kieran, I’m going to blow,” I warned.

He pulled away with a pop. “That’s thepoint.”

Duh.

Asshole.

“Finish it then and stop talking.”

He smirked but did what I said. I came hardand long a few seconds after. And Kieran swallowed it all, lickedthe tip as he came back up to me and kissed me as if he wanted toinhale me, absorb me into him. The taste of myself on his tongueonly drove the kiss deeper. My whole body burned alive for him. Asthe kiss became softer, and ended, my head felt all kinds of messy.My heart too.

He tucked me into his side and what we didsuddenly rushed through me.

Kieran had explored me. He’d been gentle,sweet. He hadn’t asked for anything in return. Almost as if thisweren’t just about sex.

“I can’t move,” I said.

“It’s okay,” he said back.

“But I want to get you off.”

“You did,” he said.

I shifted slightly and felt the stickinessagainst my thigh. He’d come too. “Oh.”

He ran his thumb up and down my arm. We’dkicked the blankets off the bed and a layer of sweat coated ourbodies. The movement against my skin felt soothing. I had expectedhim to roll over and leave me like he had the first time. Thesilence stretched between us, and I couldn’t get my brain to shutdown with all the questions rushing through it.

“Kieran,” I said, my voice a little bitshattered.

“Tomás,” he said back.

“So you have cameras?”

The motion of his finger against my armpaused. “Yes,” he said evenly.

“In my room?”

“Yes.”

Instead of being angry, my heart took thatmoment to speed up and my dick perk. “So you watch me.”

“Always.” The deep possessive tone of hisvoice made me hard.Hemade me hard and horny and so damnconfused.

“Kieran,” I said dryly.

“Tomás,” he responded back.

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