He put a pillow under his ass and spread hislegs for me. I couldn’t talk if I tried. It’d been such a long timewith a girl and I hadn’t ever done this with a guy. “I don’t wantto hurt you.”
“I’m prepped, just do it.”
I sheathed my cock in the condom, rubbedsome lube on it, and grazed more on his tight pucker as he watchedme. So erotic, I thought I was going to die. Then I aligned my tipagainst his hole and pushed inside him. He was tight. I wonderedhow it would’ve felt without a condom, but I’d never been without acondom. I winced at the tightness around my already sensitivedick.
“Move, shit, Tomás, move.”
He held his legs opened for me, his face sodamn beautiful, his abs tight. And I moved. After I breeched thetight ring of muscle, I couldn’tstopmoving. His bodyswallowed a piece of mine to my balls. Then I kept thrusting insideof him. I knew I had to find his prostrate, so I twisted my hipsand he moaned. A loud moan that registered up to the ceiling. Ididn’t stop him. I didn’t warn him about the guys in the house. Ididn’t care. I watched as his dick got hard without me touching it.Leaking so much I thought he sprung a leak.
“Yes! Tomás, fuck. Faster. Fuck!”
The words made me even more determined tomake it good for him.
He lifted his hands over his head, his palmsplanted on the headboard to keep me from pushing him up there. Itgave me a clear view of all his flexed muscles. The strength of hisarms, chiseled chest, his abs. A sheen of sweat glazed his body.The guy was so beautiful he could have anyone. Anyone. But he’dchosen me. Despite what bullshit he came up with, that meantsomething.
I wanted to make sure he’d think of me afterthis. That even if we couldn’t be together, that he’d remember thisone moment. Always. I held out from coming, wanting to see him gofirst. And he did. With a loud moan. Ropes of come spurted from histip, never ending, splattering on his abs, some on his chest. Isqueezed my eyes with the visual of him behind my lids and bit mylip as I came. My balls drawing up, my nerve endings firing up myback, branching out to every part of my body with the mostexplosive orgasm of my life. I couldn’t breathe. Stars ignited infront of my eyeballs. I felt as if my cells were all awakened in afit of ecstasy. It lasted for several minutes, at least, until Ifell limp against him.
He winced.. “Slide out.”
Shit. My dick hadn’t gone all the way downand I slowly slid out of his body.
“Did I hurt you? Was that okay?” Iasked.
He wouldn’t look at me and I felt his regretlike nails piercing my skin. I wasn’t sure if he regrettedmetoo. “It was good. I need to shower.” His tone went backto the asshole sound of indifference.
I gave him some room but didn’t trust myvoice to say anything.
While I had expected him to shower in mybathroom like he did earlier, this time, he rolled out of the bed,wiped his come with a t-shirt, slipped on his pants, and walked outof my room. He didn’t even look back. The soft snick of the doorclosing behind him hurt more than it should have.
I pulled the condom out, wrapped it, andtossed it in the trash. Then I got up and shoved the chair underthe doorknob. I couldn’t sleep and watched the sun rise. The guysstarted to make their way around the house. Their conversationfloated up the stairs. I crept out into the hallway to listen.
“I think Tomás fucked some dude last night.”I recognized Wren’s voice. He never thought of discretion when hespoke. He laughed.
“Mind your business, asshole,” that wasRiver, not Kieran. “How do you know it was a dude?”
“Deep voice.”
“Shut up, Wren, and mind your business,”Kieran said, sounding angrier than anything else.
“You must’ve heard it all being so close tohim. Was it some girl or a guy?”
“Why would that matter?” River asked.
“I just want to know who we’re livingwith.”
There was a smack. “Shut up,” Fox said.
“Ow,” Wren said. “I’m just saying. What ifhis fuck buddy starts being nosey. We should know who it is.”
“He’s got a point,” Henry said.
“We can check the cameras,” offered Fox.
“I’ll do it,” Kieran said quickly.
Cameras?
“Fine. Whatever,” Wren said, and I heardfootsteps out the door.