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“Hey,” I whisper, staring into his eyes. “I could do that forever.”

Ivan smiles, placing his hands firmly on my waist. “I’ve missed you,krasavitsa.”

And then we’re kissing, our lips moving against each other in tandem. It feels like so much more than a kiss. It feels like our souls connecting. It feels like a homecoming.

I want to be brave enough to tell him I love him. And I will be eventually, but for now, I just want to get lost in him.

CHAPTER 22

Ivan

All I really needed was for her to trust me.

Lucia and I are in one of the hotel rooms, almost ripping our clothes off in our haste. I’m not even sure how we got here. I vaguely remember requesting for a key, but it’s all a blur—especially since all I really want is her. Right now. After going a week without a taste, I feel like I’ll die if I don’t get to fuck her right now.

She seems to share my desperation, kissing me just as hard while unbuttoning my shirt. She’s standing in front of me in only a matching blue bra and panties, and she looks almost divine. Her beauty takes my breath away every time. Once my shirt is off, I start walking her to the bed but Lucia shakes her head, placing a hand on my chest to stop me.

“Wait,” she says softly. “I want to make you feel good.”

I don’t even get to question that before she’s sliding to her knees and undoing the buckle of my pants. She pulls both my pants and boxer briefs down until my cock is standing erect in front of her face. I jerk once when her hands wrap around me.

“Fuck,” I whisper as she strokes my full length once, twice, looking up at me with a taunting expression on her face.

“Tell me, Ivan. Do you want me to make you feel good?”

“I want you to do whatever you’d like to me,milaya. You can even break my heart. It’s yours and it’ll continue being yours,” I confess.

Her eyes grow softer. “I don’t think I deserve you.”

“And yet you have me anyway, baby.”

“Yes,” she says simply.

And then she opens her mouth wide and swallows most of my length inside. She keeps eye contact as she laps her tongue around my cock, deep throats it until her face reddens, then bobs her head up and down, creating more friction with her tongue.

It feels fucking good. My hand slides down to her hair, gripping it tight as she fucks me with her wet mouth.

“You’re taking me in like a good girl,milaya,” I say, alternating between stroking her cheek and her hair

She hastens her rhythm at the praise, her hands sliding up and down my cock while she continues to suck me as much as she can.

“That’s it,” I murmur when she massages my ball. “You’re doing so well,krasavitsa.”

My words are nearly incoherent at this point. I throw my head back, feeling a tingling building all over me. And while I’d love to come into her throat, tonight what I really want is to come inside of her. I tug on her hair to stop her movements and once she does, I’m pulling her to her feet

“I wasn’t done,” she protests, making me smile

“I know, baby, but what I really want is to come inside of you.”

I reach behind her for the clasp of her bra, undoing it easily and freeing her breasts. Her nipples are hard and the sight of them has me groaning softly. I tease one with my finger, eliciting a loud moan from Lucia.

“Oh god, Ivan.”

I lean down to bite her other nipple and then suck on it. She makes these noises that go straight to my head. I love the sounds she makes. I run my tongue over her nipples once more before kissing her lips.

“Get on the bed, kneel, and spread your legs for me, baby,” I order after a breath.

She doesn’t hesitate to do just that. The sight of her on her knees, ready and waiting for me, has me groaning softly.