"Janine!" Marie said, exasperated. "You shouldn't marry the guy just because you think he's nice. Are you sure you want to spend the rest of your life with Steve Larsen?"
She'd lain awake last night asking herself the same question, wallowing in her concerns, trying to sort through her overblown fantasies of passionate love and what appeared to be a less interesting reality. "His life and his family are just so... fascinating."
"You're fascinating," Marie insisted.
"I thought I was the one drinking. Sis, I have the most boring life of any person I know."
Marie lifted her hands. "I'm sure there are exciting things going on at the clinic all the time."
"Oh, yeah, back-to-school vaccines give me goose bumps."
Marie crossed her arms. "Okay, I'll bite—what would you consider exciting?"
Janine studied the ceiling, smiling in lazy wishful thinking. "I'd like to be caught up in a passionate relationship with Steve—you know, where we can't keep our hands off each other. I want... something irrational. Illogical. And highly irregular."
Her sister sighed. "Don't we all? If you're having second thoughts, you need to be proactive. Look in the mirror, Janine. In case no one's told you, you don't have to settle."
"Spoken like a true sister," she teased, but panic swirled in her stomach. She gripped her glass tighter. "And I don't feel like I'm settling... most of the time. I love Steve, and I know sex isn't everything, but what if he and I aren't physically compatible?"
Marie angled her head. "Couples can work through those things, although Steve doesn't strike me as the kind of guy who would agree to see a counselor."
"You got that right." Steve prided himself on having his life together, from his thriving cosmetic surgery practice to his low golf handicap.
Marie quirked her mouth from side to side. "You're not married yet. There's still time."
Janine laughed miserably. "Right, I can just see telling Mom I'm canceling the wedding because Steve won't have sex with me."
"No, I mean you still have time to find out if the two of you are sexually compatible." Her mouth curved into a mischievous smile. "Where is Steve tonight?"
"The groomsmen gave him a bachelor party at the resort. He's spending the night there."
"Perfect! You said you'd tried everything short of throwing yourself at him, right?"
"Yeah," Janine offered, wary.
Marie held up the pink bustier and grinned. "I can't think of a better outfit to wear while throwing yourself at the man you're about to marry."
"But—" Her mind spun for a good reason to object, except she couldn't think of one.
"Try it on and see how it looks."
Janine stood and considered the outrageous getup while she sipped her wine. "I don't know if I can figure out all those hooks."
Her sister scoffed. "I have one of these things, although it's not nearly as nice." She glanced at the label and whistled. "Darn, Sandy must have dropped a pretty penny on this outfit."
"Steve obviously overpays her," Janine said, then immediately felt petty. Steve's assistant wasn't to blame for the holes in their relationship. Maybe Marie was right—maybe she hadn't been vocal enough about her... needs.
"A little big," Marie observed, handing over the various pieces of the naughty ensemble, "but probably more comfortable this way."
Janine held up the lingerie, incongruous against her long, shapeless navy dress. A woman of twenty-nine had needs, after all.
"You're going to rock his world," Marie said over her shoulder.
She took her vitamins every day, she stayed fit, she readCosmo... she could do this. Besides, she was a summer—pink was on her palette. "Okay, I'll do it."
Marie clapped her hands. "What a story for me to tell your daughter."
"Not until she's fifty, or I'm dead, whichever comes first."