I froze. My inexperience threatened to take my words away, but I fought through it. I needed him to understand what I wanted.

"Yes. Please."

With that, his lips were on mine, soft and pillowy against my own. He slid closer and wrapped his arm around my waist as we kissed. I couldn't keep my own hands from exploring his skin. Iran my fingers down his back, stopping at the small of his back. I paused for a moment, uncertain, but the feel of him growing hard against my stomach gave me a jolt of courage. I slipped my hand under the band of his undergarments and grabbed his ass. It was firm and round, with the lightest covering of fur, and felt perfect under my touch.

He must have taken my boldness as a sign, and deepened the kiss. The tip of his tongue traced the outline of my lips, and I opened my mouth, allowing him in. I moaned as he entered me, and I sucked gently at his invading tongue. My whole body shook at the barrage of new sensations.

This was bad. There was no way I was ever going to be able to live without this, now that I’d had a taste.

He broke the kiss, and I whined at the absence of his lips.

"You are incredible." Cyrus’ eyes were filled with wonder. "You've got the hardened body of a soldier, but you respond to me like you’ve never been touched."

I blushed. "I..." I hated this.. I was so confident in everything else, but here I was utterly lost. I couldn't finish my sentence, but he deserved to know.

"Are you a virgin, Skye?" I nodded, and he took in a quick breath. "We don't have to—"

"No. I want to." I pushed the words out before my doubt could stop them.

"Are you sure?" Cyrus looked deep into my eyes, care and concern on his face.

"Yes." I slid in closer and wrapped myself around him, my head resting on his toned chest. "We're going to be married. I want us to share this."

He kissed my forehead and brought his lips to my ear. "I’ll make it so good for you."

My whole body trembled at his words. He rolled us over, putting me on my back, and kissed my neck. I squirmed underneath him. It was all so intense. His sweet mouth made its way kiss by kiss down my chest, stopping at my nipples. He sucked lightly at one, tugging on the other with his fingers at the same time.

My body jerked in response, and I let out a guttural moan.

"So responsive, my sweet warrior." He sucked harder at my nipple, and a sob slipped out from my lips.

"Cyrus, please..."

"Oh, we've just started, my love."

He left my chest behind, trailing kisses through the furry patch below my belly button, and stopping when he reached my underpants. He mouthed at my erection through the fabric, which made me swell even more. He slipped off the shorts, and I sprang to attention, painfully hard.

"Your cock is so pretty, Skye." Cyrus ran his tongue up the underside of my shaft, flicking the tip of his tongue against the head. My breath hitched at his teasing, and my hands went to his upper arms, squeezing his muscles as the sensations rolled over me.

With one fluid motion, he took my dick into his mouth, and I was enveloped in wet heat. I shouted as the tip settled onto the back of his tongue. His nose rested against my pelvic bone, and he rocked the head of my dick in and out of his throat.

It was too much.

"Please, I'll never last."

He hummed, sending a shiver down my whole body, and my dick twitched in his mouth. Then he began to move, setting a pace that could only mean he was trying to kill me.

"Fuck, Cyrus, you feel so good."

His tongue swirled around me, and my torso came up from the bed as I vainly tried to push farther into his mouth. Up and down he went. My balls tightened, and I knew I wouldn't last much longer. I shuddered.

He slid off of me with a pop, and the cool air of the room calmed my incipient orgasm. He gave my dick one more lick, his lips red and swollen, and then pushed himself up to a sitting position.

"I want you inside of me."

I didn't say anything. I wanted to give him pleasure so badly, but I was clueless. I didn't want to ruin our first time together.

“Cyrus, I don’t…”