“I need in you, beautiful,” I whispered against her lips. “You ready?”
“Yes,” she breathed. “Just…take it slow. Please.”
“I will. I’ll do my best not to hurt you. I promise.”
Rising to my knees, I ripped the foil packet open with my teeth. But before I could take the latex out, she put a hand on my thigh, making me look down at her.
“I have a birth control implant.” Her voice was small. Meek. Almost embarrassed. “For medical reasons. If you?—”
I cut her off with a hard, deep kiss. I didn’t want anything between us either. I couldn’t give her the same first she was giving me, but at least I could give her another one tonight.
And the ones she was getting? They were the most important. The ones that really mattered. My first “I love you.” My first time making love to a woman rather than just fucking her. And now this one.
“You sure, sweetheart?” I asked her. “I swear to God I’m clean, but if you want to wait until I can get tested again to prove it?—”
Now it was her turn to silence me with a kiss. “I trust you, Braden. And I love you. I don’t want anything between us.”
“I don’t either. I can’t give you what you’re giving me tonight, but I’m so fucking happy I saved this first for you. And I’m even happier that you’re going to beallof my lasts. Because I amneverletting you go.”
“Nunca te dejaré ir tampoco,” she murmured. “Te amo tanto. Quiero estar contigo para siempre.”
“What did I say about speaking Spanish to me right now?” I kissed her nose.
She let out a cute as fuck giggle. “Lo siento.”
“Woman, you’re going to be the death of me,” I chuckled, then claimed her lips again. “But I can’t think of a better way to go.”
Taking one of her hands, I guided it between us, placing it on my painfully hard cock. Her lips parted, forming an O, as she tentatively curled her fingers around my length and slowly stroked. I breathed a sharp inhale before speaking.
“You feel that, beautiful? It’s all for you. Only you. For the rest of my life. You hear me?”
She nodded and leaned up to kiss me as her hand left my dick. “Enough talking. Te necesito ahora, bebé. Síngame.”
I groaned as I lined myself up with her entrance and slowly pushed just a few inches inside her, sucking in a shallow breath as I felt nothing but her skin against mine.
Fuck me, was this what I’d been missing out on for my whole life? The connection? The intimacy? The complete overwhelming of all my senses, blinding me to everything but her and the way she was making me feel?
“You okay, sweetheart?” I asked quietly.
Dani just nodded again, and I cupped her cheek in my hand as I gave her a soft kiss while sliding deeper inside her. When I met the resistance, I pulled back slightly, then pressed forward alittle faster, figuring it was better to just get it over with and let her adjust to having me inside her. She let out a soft grunt as her fingers dug into my shoulder, and I deepened our kiss as I used every ounce of willpower I possessed to stay still rather than give in to the euphoria that was coursing through my veins.
“I’m sorry if I hurt you, beautiful,” I murmured.
“It’s okay,” she chuckled softly. “I’m okay. I love you.”
“God, Dani. I love yousodamn much. More than I ever knew was possible. You ready for me to move?”
“Sí. Por favor,” she said with an impish grin.
I smiled and kissed her now-swollen lips while I glided halfway out and then back in, setting a gentle rhythm as I rocked in and out of her, peppering kisses on her lips, her neck, her collarbone, everywhere I could reach. And forcing myself to go slow like this? It just amplified everything. Made me appreciate every kiss, every touch, every spark of electricity that was racing through my body as I showed this goddess exactly what she meant to me.
“I won’t break, B,” Dani breathed. “Give me more.”
“I love when you call me that,” I confessed as I brushed my lips over hers while picking up my pace and bending one of her legs toward her stomach.
“Everyone calls you that,” she said, then let out a moan as she arched her hips to take me deeper.
“Not you. Not usually.” I pulled all the way back out and pushed back in, causing her to cry out as she arched her neck back. “Fuck, you feel too damn good, sweetheart.”