Page 19 of Mistletoe and Holly

There she went again, calling me “baby.” I had no idea why that simple endearment made my heart feel like it was going to burst out of my chest, but it did. Maybe because I’d waited so long to hear her say it.

I smiled. “Yeah?”

“Yeah,” she said, whispering another kiss over my lips. “And the fact that you even thought to ask is one of the reasons I fell in love with you. You get me in a way no one else ever has. Not even…”

Her voice trailed off, and my heart squeezed as I realized what she wanted to say. What she’d stopped herself from saying. I hated that she felt like she had to stop thinking about him like that, because I’d known going into this that that wasn’t possible. She couldn’t turn off her feelings about my brother any more than she could turn off her feelings about her daughter or her father. I knew she’d always carry him with her, and I also knew it didn’t make her feelings for me any less strong or real.

“You can say his name, Holl,” I murmured. “It’s okay to still think about him. It’s okay to still love him. I still think about him all the time. It’s why I fought what I felt for you for so long. For the longest time, I felt like it was a betrayal to him to even think about admitting I was in love with you out loud, because I knew if that he was still here, nothing would have ever changed. But thingshavechanged, and it’s okay to let that big, beautiful heart of yours grow to make room for me too.”

She let out a groan that, once again, made my cock start to stir back to life as I remembered her making that noise while I was inside her. Taking everything I was giving her and begging for more.

“I still can’t believe you heard that,” she muttered. “That wasnothow I wanted to broach the subject with you.”

I chuckled and rolled her back onto her back, kissing her hard and deep. “I’m glad I heard it, baby. Because I know you, and I know it probably would have taken you another year at least to talk to me if I hadn’t heard it.”

That made her giggle and pull me down into another kiss while she skimmed a hand down my stomach and curled her fingers around my dick, slowly starting to stroke. I groaned into her mouth as I thrust back into her hand, and she moved to push me off of her, so I rolled onto my side.

Holly rose to her knees and nudged me onto my back. Then, with one more kiss, she crawled down on the bed, peppering kisses down my chest and abs, tracing every curve with her tongue. My eyes slid closed and every nerve ending in my body was on high alert, letting me feel every single kiss, lick, and caress on a soul-deep level.

When her tongue trailed under the head of my cock, I let out a low moan as I threaded my fingers into her hair. And then I felt the warmth of her mouth gliding down as much of me as she could take while her hand wrapped around the base, twisting and stroking while she hollowed her cheeks out and sucked.

“Goddamn, Holl,” I growled quietly.

“You got to taste me tonight,” she purred as she let me go with a soft pop. “Now it’s my turn.”

I groaned at the memory of her sweetness coating my taste buds as she writhed and thrashed under me, holding me in place as she rode my face until she combusted. And when the wet heat of her mouth washed over me again, it was all I could do not to come just thinking about it.

“Fuck, baby,” I grunted as I hit the back of her throat. “So damn good.”

She moaned around my dick, and the vibration coursed throughout my whole body as I opened my eyes to look at her. Her hair, wild and unkempt from our lovemaking tonight, fell around her face as her head bobbed up and down on my cock, and I saw her rubbing her legs together, like she was trying to relieve the ache between her legs. And that just wouldn’t do. If she was going to take me to nirvana with her mouth, she was going to come with me.

“I need you sitting on my face, sweetheart. Now,” I rasped. “Need to taste you again.”

As she popped her mouth off of me, swiping her tongue over the head and licking away the precum that was leaking out, I instantly mourned the loss of her warmth. But that lasted all of a nanosecond, because she immediately moved to straddle my shoulders, facing the foot of the bed, and lowered herself so her glistening core was just centimeters from my mouth. I wasted no time in trailing my tongue all the way up her slit, moaning as her sweetness coated my tongue.

“Fuck, Shep,” she breathed as she bent down and swirled her tongue over my head.

And then she took me deep again, and I could feel her breathing through her nose for a few seconds before she backed off and worked her mouth and her hand in tandem.

I wrapped my arms around her thighs, pulling her further down, and covered her clit with my mouth, swirling my tongue over it, then nibbling lightly before sucking hard. Holly groaned around my cock as she started to rock her hips over my face, like she was begging for more. Moving further down, I toyed with her entrance for a moment before plunging my tongue deep inside her and starting to fuck her with it.

“Shit, baby,” she panted as she lifted her mouth from me.

I groaned loudly, not lifting my mouth from her, as more precum started to trickle out. Holly licked it away before sliding her mouth down my length again. But this time, when I hit the back of her throat, she relaxed her muscles and let me slip down, swallowing as she did. Letting up, she worked me with her mouth and hand again for a minute before taking me all the way again.

This time, when I felt her throat constrict around me as she swallowed, there was no stopping it. My hips bucked off the bed as I spilled myself down her throat, her name leaving my lips on a growl. She drank down every last drop, but when she lifted her mouth from me, she started to move off of me.

Tightening one arm around her legs, I held her in place as I sucked her clit hard and plunged two fingers inside her, pumping them hard and fast.

“God,” she groaned as she rolled her hips in time with my hand. “Fuck, I’m so close.”

“That’s it. Make yourself come,” I mumbled, flicking my tongue over her swollen bud.

“I…fuck,” she gritted out. “I want…oh, God…”

“Tell me, Holl,” I encouraged her as I nibbled on that sensitive flesh.

“I want you inside me when I come,” she breathed, curling her fingers around my still semi-hard cock and stroking.

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