Page 48 of Give Me All Of You

“Ooh shit!” she whimpered, as she grabbed the back of my head.

As I savored the taste of her, she wound her hips into my face, and I enjoyed every minute of it. I haven’t eaten pussy inso long; I wanted to relish in this moment, but I also wanted to feel the inside of her. It’s been a little over a year and now that I was at this point, I couldn’t wait another second. To hurry the process along, I inserted two fingers inside of her and went in for the kill. I sucked her so savagely her orgasm ripped through her, so forcefully that her hip levitated off of the bed, but I never let up until I knew she was done. When her hips returned to the bed, I detached myself from her and sat up. I have never seen her look so beautiful as she did at this moment. Her eyes never left mine as I discarded my clothes and hovered over her body. The eye contact was crazy and for some reason, I couldn’t take the shit. It was like she was boring into my soul and I don’t know if I could handle knowing what she saw just yet. Leaning forward, I kissed her passionately as I guided my dick inside of her.

“Shit, girl,” I groaned as I placed my face in the crook of her neck. I couldn’t move if I wanted to. I needed to get my bearings together because I wasn’t expecting her pussy to be this damn tight and so fucking wet. Once the urge to cum subsided, I started to slow stroke her.

“Rakeem,” she whined my name. That prompted me to look at her. She had the sexiest sex face displayed. The shit was sucking me in. Placing her leg in the crook of my arm, I stroked her intently as I peppered kisses anywhere they would land. My mission was to let her know that she wasn’t just a fuck to me. I was letting my dick express what I was scared to. With each stroke, she whimpered a little more, and that shit sounded lovely.

“Baby…oh…gawd,” she cried.

“Wassup, baby? Hmm?” I countered, never missing a beat.

“Oh, my gawd! I love you,” she declared as she rained down on me.

My movements stopped. Did she just say that she loved me? Did she mean it?

“You mean that shit, shorty?” I asked.

Through labored breaths, she responded, “I do.”

It was like that’s what my mind and body needed to hear, because the way I made love to this damn girl before I fucked the absolute shit out of her was insane. I don’t know if it was because I hadn’t had sex in a while or the fact that I loved this girl too but the nut that came from my body damn near paralyzed my ass and had it did, I wouldn’t be mad one bit.

We were now lying in the bed after another round in the shower. Journei was lying on my chest as I stared at the ceiling. This shit felt right, and I didn’t feel guilty like I thought I would.

“Bestie,” I called her name.

She giggled because I swore I didn’t like that name for shit.

“Hmm?”

“I love you too,” I confessed.

She lifted her head and peered into my eyes with her sleepy ones.

“I know it may seem fast, but I feel like it’s right on time. All I ask is that you give me some grace and be patient with me. Let shit happen naturally and in its timing, and we’ll be good.”

She smiled before saying, “I can do that.”

I pulled her on top of me and brought her down to me for a kiss. I didn’t know how I would handle being in love again, but I was willing to try it, and why not with the woman that saw me in my most vulnerable state and never turned her back on me.

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It’s been a few days since I made things official with Journei and I was headed to the yard with Haze. It was collection day and since I was in a good ass mood, I might let a muthafucka live. When I got there, this nigga was on the phone grinning like a girl. It had to be Rue on the phone. I never seen this nigga that happy before. When he saw me walk in, he chucked his head at me before going back to his conversation. I took the opportunity to text Journei, even though I just hung up with her before I walked in.

Me: This nigga in here cheesing hard as fuck while he’s talking to sis (laughing emoji)

Bestie: You should see her. I think it’s cute though (blushing emoji)

Me: I’m happy for my brother. Sis a good one.

Bestie: Yeah, I’m happy my girl finally got rid of Keith’s AARP ass.

That caused me to burst out laughing because this damn girl said anything that came to her mind.

“Damn, nigga. What’s so funny?” Haze asked. I looked up, and he was finally off of the phone.

“Damn, you nosy. Did I disturb your call when I walked in?” I smirked before texting Journei back.

Me: Baby, let me holla at this nigga. I’ll hit you up when I leave here.

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