Page 93 of Unforgettable

And our usual methods of breaking a tie or making a decision—Rock, Paper, Scissors or flipping a coin—didn’t seem sufficient. So rather than spend our time arguing in circles, we reluctantly decided to go together.

Our drive was silent—neither of us knew what to say, although it felt like there was so much we needed to talk about.

We hadn’t said a damn word to each other all week. When we’d happened to be in the apartment at the same time, we’d barely managed to grunt a hello or look at each other.

I think we’d all lost our minds in Josh’s truck. But I couldn’t think straight when Amanda’s lips were wrapped around my cock. When she pressed her palm against my growing erection, I was surprised. But when she quickly undid my belt, unzipped my jeans, and slipped my dick out, I was lost to everything else around us.

And it wasn’t like we hadn’t been in a similar situation before. All things considered, Amanda giving me a blow job in the back of Josh’s truckwhilehe was driving was relatively tame compared to our threesome at the lake.

But I wasn’t expecting to re-create any of the things we did that night at the lake. Ever.

That night and the three of us together were supposed to stay firmly planted in the past. Forgotten.

And then Josh looked at me.

I was so close to coming down Amanda’s throat that I’d looked up to see where we were. We’d stopped, but I hadn’t paid attention the entire ride. I was thoroughly overwhelmed by each sensation and the waves of unending pleasure. So, when I glanced up and saw we were parked in front of Amanda’s apartment, the lights scattered throughout the parking lot doing little to illuminate the cabin, I expected Josh to do anything besides stay in the front seat and watch. His hands mercilessly gripped the wheel, and his jaw ticced with dwindling restraint.

One second, his eyes, which were reflected in the rearview mirror and shrouded in near darkness, were trained on Amanda’s head in my lap. But in the next, they were on me.

Again he undid all my expectations because what I saw in his eyes wasn’t jealousy. It was the same desire he’d likely seen in mine.

His look was ultimately my undoing. I’d come down Amanda’s skilled throat while staring in my best friend’s eyes. In that moment, there wasn’t anything that could have torn my gaze away from him.

And I’d thought about it every second of every day since then.

Fuck me.

“What are you waiting for?” I asked Josh, realizing we were both standing outside of Amanda’s apartment staring at the door.

He took a deep breath and glanced at me over his shoulder. The blue of his jacket deepened the blue in his eyes.

I swear I was going crazy.

“What the hell crawled up your ass and died? She’s going to be even more pissed if you act like that, so figure your shit out.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I said, shifting uncomfortably and putting a few extra inches between us. It was the longest he’d looked at me in several days.

“I see. Okay, good to know.” He turned back to the door like the conversation was over, but I wasn’t done.

“What the fuck does that mean?”

He scrubbed a hand through his hair and gripped the back of his neck like I was causing him stress. Didn’t he know what he was doing to me?

“You’re going the denial route. That’s good to know.”

“Just shut up and knock on the damn door.”

He knocked hard twice, and we waited in complete silence, trying not to shiver against the harsh cold.

Before she even opened the door, Amanda’s irritated voice filtered through the wood.

“You’ve got to be fucking”—she swung the door open and stared us down—“kidding me.”

“Nice to see you, too, babe,” Josh said and stepped inside after kissing the top of Amanda’s head. She stood, mouth agape and eyes wide, as Josh slipped past her. Before I also stepped inside, I gave her a moment to process.

She noticed the duffel bag slung over my shoulder and the other sack I grasped in my opposite hand. Her eyes narrowed in suspicion, but she stepped aside to let me enter when a strong gust of wind pushed down the exposed hallway.

When I walked past her, I also pressed a kiss to the top of her head in nearly the same spot as Josh.

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