Page 56 of For the Cameras

But it was just for one of his online videos. It was a hot thing to film, not a lifelong commitment. What was I so afraid of? That if he wrapped his lips around my cock, he’d fall for me hopelessly, and then I’d have to let him down?

Or was I more afraid of something else?

Either way, I knew that I wanted to ignore every fucking thought in my skull right now because the idea of Adam’s mouth around me on camera was making me leak precum already.

“You’d be willing to do that?” I asked, my voice slightly hoarse.

His eyes slid downward, looking toward my cock in a way that made me all hot.

“I still wouldn’t want to show my face,” he said. “But we could film it from some sort of side angle, and keep your face cropped out, too. Hell, you can wear a hat or something, if you don’t want your hair in it.”

“Adam, I would show my full face on camera as you absolutelydestroyedme, don’t worry,” I assured him. “I’m not worried about that, but I’ll definitely keep my identity secret to help protect yours, too.”

I went over to the camera and brought it to one of the nightstands on the side of the bed. I framed the shot, zoomingin close enough that my face wouldn’t even be in frame if I was sitting on the edge of the bed.

“Ready?” he asked, and when I looked over at him I saw the hint of a smile on his lips. The look in his eyes was giddy, like he was about to unwrap a present he’d wanted for a long time, instead of just suck my dick.

“You’re really adorable,” I said softly. “You know that?”

It was a rare moment of affection for me—when I was about to get my dick sucked, I wasn’t usually calling guysadorable. At least not these days.

But it had just come out. Adam was tall, strong, and deeply handsome with his dark hair, but he was also, without question, completely adorable.

It did all sorts of strange things to my heart.

“Where should we go for the shot?”

“I’m going to sit on the edge of the bed, and you can face away from the camera,” I said. “It can kind of be like that one video you had that showed you from the back. Which I loved, by the way.”

“I still can’t believe you’ve seen all of my videos,” he said, shaking his head. “I’m going to try not to think about how embarrassing that is.”

“It is anything but embarrassing,” I said. “You should feel proud. You ready to start rolling?”

“Almost,” he said. “Just one more thing I want to do before we start.”

He took a step toward me and leaned in, pressing his lips to mine.

Way too sweet to me. He was way,waytoo sweet.

I sighed against him as his hands wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer toward the strong, warm bulk of his body. His tongue slid out and I opened my mouth to his, deepening the kiss.

For someone so shy in the rest of his life, he sure as hell wasn’t when he kissed—his hands gravitated lower until one of his palms landed on my cock, squeezing it gently.

I moaned into his mouth, letting my teeth sink into his lower lip. He only squeezed my cock harder, and I wanted to cover his body with mine.

“If we don’t start recording soon,” I murmured, “I’m going to come before we ever film anything.”

“Go ahead,” he told me, looking down at me like he wanted to devour me.

I pushed the button on the camera and started recording. He kept one of his hands on my thigh as I stepped over toward the bed and sat down on the edge of it.

Adam made his way between my legs, kneeling in front of me. My cock throbbed just at the sight of him there, pushing my legs open so that he could get a better angle.

“Promise you’ll tell me if I’m doing anything wrong?” he asked in a low, velvety voice. The camera couldn’t see his eyes, but I had a full view of them, beautiful and green and looking at me like he couldn’t wait to suck me off. My own super hot little secret.

“I don’t think that’ll be an issue,” I said, my breath hitching as he moved his palms up my thighs and then leaned down to press little kisses along them, too. He licked a slow stripe from the inside of my thigh all the way to the base of my cock and I let out a low moan.

I had wondered if the camera being there would take me out of the moment.

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