And fast.
Instead of answering him, I pulled him down to kiss him. I kissed him with everything in me. No fear. No regrets. If I was going to hurt myself in the end, I was going to make it worth it.
“What was it you wanted me to do with my mouth?”
Liam
Pretendingto have control was a total fake out. This woman had everything over me.
I braced myself on my knees and held onto the headboard for dear life while she took my cock deep in her mouth. She moaned in her throat, and I felt the vibrations through my entire body. She got her hands in on the action and tongued the head of my dick like she was licking an ice cream cone.
I couldn’t shut up about how good she was.
“Just like that,” I breathed, cupping the back of her head with one hand. She took me deep and I held her there, the tiniest pressure, and then used her ponytail to pull her off. More pretend control, while I was literally quaking in my skin for her touch.
“So good,” I whispered, watching my cock disappear in her face. Her cheeks were pink and her eye lashes were damp with tears that she couldn’t control. “You’re so fucking beautiful like this.” I whispered and she moaned again. Her fingers reached between her legs like she couldn’t help herself, like turning me on was turning her on. I felt this loop we’d created.
I didn’t want to come like this though. I wasn’t going to go another night without fucking her.
Today, while the girls were in the bookstore, I grabbed a package of condoms because the ones in my kit bag were expired. I was not the man whore everyone believed me to be.
I pulled her off my dick and she made a grunting noise of frustration. I leaned down and kissed her, cupping my hand over hers between her legs. “You making yourself ready for me?” I whispered against her lips and she moaned and nodded.
I kissed her hard and pulled away to grab a condom from the package I’d left on my beside table. The whole time I watched her watching me. I loved the dazed look in her eyes. Kit was the kind of person who watched, who was aware. She knew every angle and was three steps ahead of everyone else.
But not now. She was totally in her body. Brain shut off. Living. Following my lead.
I loved it.
“Lay back,” I told her and opened the condom wrapper with my teeth before sliding it over my impossibly hard cock. I hissed at the touch of my own hand and counted to ten. Thought of Wyatt’s ingrown toenail he had when we were kids.
She laid back on the bed and I watched her fingers working herself under her panties. The knobs of her knuckles as she rubbed her clit in short tight circles. I was not a guy who enjoyed sitting on the bench in any situation, but this seemed particularly wrong. I peeled off her underwear and lifted her to my mouth. Licking her fingers, her pussy, the salty sweetness of her cum. She moaned and curled her fingers around my head, holding me tight and close.
I sucked and licked until her legs clamped hard around my head. I felt the orgasm tearing through her and I didn’t stop until I felt another one building, everything fluttering around my fingers. My tongue. Her leg muscles twitching.
“Please,” she groaned. “Please just do me already.”
Yes ma’am.
I laid her back on the bed and crawled between her legs, notching my cock to the entrance of her pussy where all that damp heat licked at me. She arched against me, her head tossed back on the pillows.
“Liam,” she groaned. “Don’t be such a tease.”
“Look at me,” I said, and eased into her. Her silver eyes were gray. Dark. I was trapped in them, sliding into her body, squeezed by her muscles. Slick from her cum. I got caught in her gaze and my control hung by a thread.
She moaned and then winced, and I stopped. “You okay?”
“Just…tight.”
“No shit you’re tight,” I groaned and bent over her to kiss her tits. “You’re so fucking tight.”
“And you’re fucking big.”
I laughed against her skin. “Lift your hips, baby” I said. It was all I needed to sink all the way into her. “You okay?” I asked her.
“Yes,” she said. “I am so good.” I thrust into her and it was a chant in my ear. “So good, so good Liam. You make me feel so good.”
I leaned back and caught her eyes again. For me the connection was so powerful I couldn’t look away. Never in my life had I felt something like this, like everything between us was gone and it was her body and her soul and my body and my soul and all I wanted to do was feel like this forever.