“I just…” I swallow. “I never saw myself doing this.”
She nods. “You didn’t have much opportunity before this?”
“No boys paid attention to me,” I say. “It was like they were all afraid to touch the foster kid.” I tried not to let it bother me. But sometimes, your only friends are the ones you’re in the trenches with.
Riley comes over, oblivious to our conversation. She has a few dresses draped over her arms and a wide smile. “Listen, I grabbed a few for you and some for me because half the fun is trying them… Are you okay?”
I wipe at my face. “Yeah, I’m good.”
Lenora smiles. “Let’s see the dresses!”
Riley holds up the first one. It’s pale blue, tight-fitting past the hips, and then it flares. Silk with lace covering it. It’s pretty but absolutely not my style.
“You could try it on,” Lenora says, nudging me.
“What else did you find?
“This one is my favorite.” Riley doesn’t lift it up, though. She shoves the dark, gray-blue fabric into my arms and propels me toward the dressing room. “Trust me.”
I exhale. “Fine.”
There are no mirrors in this dressing room. I manage to close it and let my hair fall over my shoulders. I take a moment to look down at the dress, the color of thunderclouds.
Here goes nothing.
I step out, and they immediately jump up. Riley bounces, a wide smile splitting her face.
“That good?” I ask.
Lenora steers me to the three-sided mirror, and I’ll admit, even my heart skips.
It’s… perfect.
The top is fitted, with mini glass beads sewn in spirals around the waist. It flares out gracefully and stops at my knees. The neckline is high enough that I feel secure, but the fact that it’s backless is sexy. I spin, giggling, because the dress floats around me.
“Beautiful,” Lenora tells me. “Do you like it?”
I stop and stare at myself in the mirror. I try to imagine what sort of mask Caleb picked to make Riley suggest this dress. But honestly, I don’t know. I couldn’t guess.
I feel beautiful. Maybe with my hair up in a braid…
The tag dangles under my armpit. I glance at the price, and my eyes nearly pop out. Anger floods through me, followed quickly by embarrassment.
There’s no way I could afford this.
“No,” I chirp.
“You… don’t?”
I glare at Riley. “Why would you pick such an expensive dress? I can’t?—”
Lenora comes over and leans down, reading the price.
Tears prick my eyes. If figures—I feel pretty for once in my freaking life, and it’s so far out of my budget it’s not funny. And yeah, maybe I shouldn’t have fallen in love with a few yards of fabric, but…
“I’m buying,” Lenora says in a low voice.
“What?” I whisper. I can barely see.