What am I even doing? This can’t be that simple even though I’m the one starting this.
What is he planning? Is he going to kill me or something after he’s done with me? That’s the whole point of putting me on his bed, right?
He pauses and I groan before I can think about it. I hiss at him. “What’s wrong with you?”
“That’s my question for you. You were like... zoned out for a moment.”
I gently kick him with my ankle when my leg is wrapped around his waist. “Shut up and keep going.”
“Are you—”
“I said shut up and keep going!” I have to finish my thoughts, and I can let him find out about it.
He grunts. “Fine.”
The pleasure is good. I like that. But what’s the cost? What if...
He hisses at me. “Do you want this or not? I don’t want to be forcing you without knowing. I don’t do that.”
I let go of his back. “I don’t know.”
“What do you mean by that? You don’t know whether I’m forcing you? You don’t know whether you want this?”
My pussy pains when he slows. I want more pleasure, but at the same time... I gasp again, my throat is so tight that I can’t squeeze out a word.
He pulls his cock out. I kick at the bed. I need more, I want to come, I want the pleasure, but...
He sighs. “I don’t understand you. I thought you wanted this.”
“I... It’s not that I don’t want this... I know it’s not fair to you, but... It feels like you’re trying for something.”
“What’s the thing?” His cock is still hard. It’s glistening with my juice. I want that...
I crawl to him, grabbing his cock, taking him into my mouth. It’s huge, I may choke, but I don’t care.
He stares at me. “You don’t have to try to please me.”
I shake my head, licking his hot cock, running my tongue along the bands on his cock. “You can’t force me into anything.”
He moans and closes his eyes. “Kendra... I want to know what’s happening, but... fuck...”
His heavy scent is even stronger and there’s my juice on his cock. I don’t care. I know I don’t have to suck him, but... Maybe I just want to feel as if I’m in control of something...
I take him deeper into my throat, but I can’t take his whole thing without dying.
His hand reaches for the back of my head. I flinch and my throat squeezes at his cock. He grunts. “Fuck... Can I come in your throat? Something?”
I suck him harder and lick him some more until his cock twitches again and he comes in my throat. His hot cum almost chokes me, but I manage. After he is done, I push his cock to the side.
He says, “I mean, I like it, but I don’t understand.”
“Then don’t.” I don’t feel like explaining to him. I don’t even know what’s happening myself.
“But...”
“I’m not suing you or anything. Don’t worry about that.”
“Okay...?”