I don’t want to be like that anymore. I know Alex Rule is the last man in the world I should allow myself to be like this with, but I can’t help it. He affects me like no man ever has.
Not even his brother.
“God…yes…don’t stop! God, please don’t stop!” I cry out as my climax tears through me.
Alex moans softly as he continues to thrust his cock into my wet and willing body searching for his own release. My cunt milks him over and over as waves of my orgasm roll through like pleasure on top of pleasure.
Finally, he stills against me and I feel his cock flood my insides with all he has. He breathes heavily against my shoulder, but his hand strokes my cheek in a way that hints at a softness inside him I didn’t know existed.
Leaning into his touch, I close my eyes and feel his palm cradle my cheek. It’s a tiny gesture, but it makes my heart soar.
Open and vulnerable, I softly say, “I’ll do anything for you, Alex, but I don’t want to lie. Not about what we are to one another and not about what you’re doing. Please don’t force me to.”
He doesn’t say a word for a long time, but finally he lifts his head and kisses me softly on the lips. Nodding, he sighs. “Anything but lying? Those are your ground rules?”
My heart sinks at the way he says that. Ground rules. He makes what we are together sound like nothing but business.
“What do you mean ground rules? This isn’t a game I’m playing,” I say, desperately hoping he’ll salvage what we just did with something genuine.
“No more games between us,” he says, his dark eyes flashing excitement. “I meant what I said last night. You’re mine. I hate the idea of any other man even looking at you because you’re mine.”
“Then why did you say ground rules?” I ask, my hope buoyed.
“No reason. It’s just the way I always am. I like to know the limits with people.”
That makes me smile. “So you can try to push past them as soon as you find out about them?”
Alex shrugs and smiles back at me. “Yeah.”
I wipe my palm against his forehead to push back his damp hair. “I only have one limit. No lying. I can handle anything else you put to me but that.”
“Okay. No lying. But I need to know you’re all in with me, Sasha. I mean one hundred percent.”
Part of me is more terrified than ever before in my life at hearing that, but another part loves that he wants everything from me. I swallow hard, pushing down that part that’s scared and let out a heavy sigh.
“I’m all in, Alex. One hundred percent.”
Setting me on my feet again, he leans in and kisses me, making me want him again. He presses his forehead to mine and smiles. “All in. The world better get ready because it’s never seen any couple like us.”
I don’t think the world is ready for Alex and Sasha, but it’s too late now.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Sasha
My hand in his, Alex leads me down to the room where his nightly party has already begun. A few people have already found partners and are getting down to business while others are downing drinks and snorting lines in preparation for the good time that’s sure to follow. I’m not sure what to expect tonight now that he and I are together.
Will he act like we’re merely partners in business, a boss and his assistant, or will he take this chance to show the world that’s come to his home tonight that we’re more than that?
I spot Nico Olivetti immediately. He’s alone and standing off to the side looking like he’s watching everyone. I wonder if he’s just enjoying watching the couples get together or if he’s doing the chore Alex usually assigns me to do.
And if so, why?
He waves to us, although I’m pretty sure he’s focused on me, and I give him a tiny head nod. The last thing I want to do tonight is have another conversation with that man. I don’t think he’s as wonderful as Alex has convinced himself he is, and I worry the two of them will end up brawling right here in the middle of tonight’s orgy if Alex catches him making another move on me.
“Hey, let’s go back to your room. Or mine. Either works,” I whisper.
Alex gives me a strange look before shaking his head. “Why? I thought we’d have a good time like we did the other night.”