Holy fuck. I feel like my entire body is on fire- my need for release is so immediate that it’s almost painful. I know he wants me to wait, but I can’t hold back anymore. I slip over the edge into the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had. A scream tears from my mouth as my whole body shakes and trembles, powerful waves of pleasure crashing over me like a hurricane.
It’s so intense that I’m dizzy when the sensation finally tapers, and I’m still trying to catch my breath when Gray rocks back, standing to unzip his jeans. He frees his erection and my eyes go straight to his rock-hard cock as he shucks his jeans and steps out of them.Damn. I forgot how impressive his dick is.I hope it fits.
Gray stands over me again like an apex predator, fisting his length. “Bad girl. You didn’t wait for permission,” he growls.
I’m a little shaky as I prop myself up on my elbows again, scooting my butt to the edge of the bed and sitting up. “I tried,” I breathe, gazing up at Gray through my eyelashes. His big alpha energy has me delirious with lust.
He grunts and leans down, grabbing the nape of my neck to pull me to him and smashing his lips down on mine. Heat pools between my legs again as he kisses me urgently, his velvet tongue tangling with my own. I’m so lost in the kiss that I hardly feel him pick me up and slide me across the bed, so my feet are no longer dangling off the edge. Then he slowly lowers himself onto me, nudging my legs open with his knee and positioning himself between my thighs.
I gasp into his mouth as I feel the hardness of his cock pressing against my pussy, drenched with desire for him. Gray props himself up with one arm, wrapping the other around my waist and rocking his hips until I feel the smooth head of his dick at my entrance.Holy fuck. This is actually happening- there’s nobody to interrupt us this time.
He thrusts into me in a single fluid motion, and I scream out as he penetrates my barrier, pressing my eyes closed and digging my fingernails into his back. The pain quickly cedes, and my eyes flutter open to see Gray staring back at me, wide-eyed.
“Were you… are you…” he stutters, reaching down and pulling out. My pussy aches from both the loss of my virginity and the loss of him inside of me.
I wrap my arms around Gray’s neck and pull myself up so that my face is inches from his. “I’m fine,” I breathe, pressing a kiss to his lips. Whatever hesitance he has quickly dissipates and he kisses me back, wrapping both arms around me as we fall back onto the bed.
I bring my knees up on either side of him so that he can position himself at my entrance again, and slowly, he rocks back inside of me, but this time it isn’t pain that I feel- it’s intense, mind-numbing pleasure.
Gray’s lips trail down to my neck as he pumps his cock in and out of my pussy, picking up momentum. He nips and sucks the tender spot on my neck under my ear and more breathy, wanton moans escape my lips. My body’s on fire, but it feels so fuckingincredible.
“Gray…oh, Gray…” I pant, his name rolling off of my lips like a prayer.
He pushes himself up onto his knees, wrapping an arm around each of my thighs and spearing me with his erection. This new position completely rocks my world- I can feel my orgasm building with every stroke. A sheen of sweat clings to his body as he continues pumping in and out, groaning his pleasure.
Then Gray releases my thighs, scooping an arm under my back and pulling me up into his chest, pressing another kiss to my lips as he fucks me harder, deeper. My legs are dangling around his waist now, and I move my hands to his shoulders for leverage to meet every thrust, taking every inch of him. When he pulls away from the kiss, he gazes into my eyes- and from his ragged breathing I can tell he’s getting close, too.
He slides a hand between our bodies, and when his thumb finds my clit I go careening over the edge into another explosive orgasm, crying out and clawing at Gray’s back. He lets out a guttural moan as he, too, finds release, thrusting inside of me and squeezing my body so tightly into his that it feels like all of the air escapes my lungs.
We stay like that for a moment, trembling and sweating and holding onto one another for dear life. Then, slowly, Gray releases me, leaning forward and gently setting me back down onto the bed. He presses another quick kiss to my lips, then hovers over me, gazing at me with gold-flecked eyes.
“You’re so fucking beautiful, baby,” he murmurs.
My heart swells at his compliment. I smile, reaching out to cup his jaw, stealing another kiss.
Gray rolls off of me and immediately pulls me into his side, tracing his fingers up and down my arm. The warmth of his skin against mine is so soothing, my body so relaxed. My eyelids grow heavy as I listen to the sound of his rhythmic breathing.
I always wondered what my first time would be like, but this was better than I ever could’ve imagined.
It was perfect- Gray is perfect.
If only I could keep him.
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
Gray
When morning comes, I wake feeling more relaxed and rested than I have in ages. This was the first good night of sleep that I’ve had in… I don’t even know how long. I’m often plagued with nightmares replaying the shadow pack’s attack on mine, of my mother screaming at me to get away as she’s torn down. Needless to say, I don’t get much sleep after those nightmares rear their ugly head- but last night, they didn’t come.
The first thing I’m greeted by upon waking is Fallon’s delicious scent. She’s lying on her side with her back pressed against my chest, and before I even open my eyes, I bury my nose in her hair and inhale deeply. She smells like sunshine and wildflowers and the sweetest fruit, stirring my wolf from his slumber.Mine.
I’ve been resting with one arm under her body and the other draped over her, and I’m careful not to wake Fallon as I slide them free. Then I sit up, gazing down at my stunning she-wolf sleeping so peacefully. Her long blonde hair is pooled around her on the pillow; she looks like a goddamn angel.
Memories from the night before flood back to me, and paired with a naked Fallon on my bed, it’s no surprise that my dick’s already standing at attention. Last night with her was nothing short of incredible. She’s so beautiful, so fucking responsive to my touch. I’ve been with other females, but none of them can hold a candle to Fallon. After last night, there are no more doubts or lingering questions in my mind- she ismine. I want to worship at the altar of her body like she’s my religion.
Quietly, I get out of bed and make my way over to the dresser, pulling on a pair of boxers, athletic shorts, and a t-shirt. I glance over at Fallon’s torn blue dress on the floor and grab another t-shirt and a pair of boxers from my dresser, laying them out on top for her to wear whenever she wakes up. Then I head to the door, pausing to steal one last glance at her naked, sleeping form before I slip out and close it tightly behind me.
I make my way down the stairs and to the kitchen, and before I enter, I can hear the sounds of cabinets closing and rustling from inside. When I stroll in, my beta, Deke, is there tearing open a package of pancake mix.