“Where is Angel?” Riley wraps herself around my arm.
“Church has her.” I lead Riley toward my car. “Get in,” I tell her, opening the passenger-side door.
“What about Angel? My bag.”
“You trust me?” I want to touch her face again, but I’m not putting any more of their blood on her.
“You know I do.”
“Then get in.”
“Okay.” She nods, slipping into the car. I shut the door behind her, taking a deep breath and trying to calm myself. I glance back at the front door, wanting to go back inside to finish what I started, but it will have to wait. Sal will handle it. Right now, I need to take care of Riley.
When we make it back to the condo, I lead her straight to my bathroom. Riley doesn’t stop me as I strip her of all of her clothing before removing mine. I pull her into the shower with me.
“Nikolai.” Riley runs her fingers down my chest. There are lingering scars from my childhood. Hell, some aren't that old. But I hadn’t lost my shit in a while. What I had never done before was black out. It was all a blur, but more was starting to come back as I calmed.
“I love you,” I tell her, taking her face in my hands.
“I love you too,” she says back between kisses.
I take my time soaping up every inch of her, trying to wash away what happened earlier tonight. Focusing on her is the only thing that’s keeping me calm. She needs me right now.
“I’m okay, Nikolai. I promise. You don’t have to treat me with kid gloves.” I finish rinsing her hair and turn the water off.
“I need to do this right now, Riley. Let me take care of you.” I grab a towel, wrapping it around her. I grab another, drying myself off real quick before I lift her in my arms and carry her over to my bed, placing her down on top of it.
“I need you, Nikolai.” She looks so fucking sexy yet vulnerable at the same time. She lets the towel I wrapped around her fall, leaving her completely naked. Her eyes are trained on my hard cock. Her hand reaches out, wrapping around me. I swear my vision blurs for a second as she begins to stroke me. It’s only been my hand for years, and feeling her softness there is unlike anything I have ever experienced.
“You’re not ready,” I grit out, barely being able to maintain my self-control as she continues stroking me. “Lie back and spread your legs for me, sweetness.” I want nothing more than to pounce on her, but I’m going to do this right. It’s both our first times, and I won’t rush this. I know we’ll have a million more, but this one will always be remembered.
“You never let me touch you,” she pouts.
“If you keep touching me like that, I’m gonna lose it, and I want to be inside you when you make me come. Isn’t that what you want, Riley?” Without another word, she scoots back on the bed, spreading her thighs to show me every single inch of her. My girl, giving me what I need. That’s what she is. All mine. No one else will ever have this.
Her pussy is glistening with arousal, begging for my mouth and cock. I climb onto the bed until I’m wedged between her legs. I lean down, taking her mouth in a gentle kiss. I want to savor every second of this. To brand it in both of our minds.
I break the kiss, my lips trailing down her neck until I reach her breast. I tongue her nipple, her little moans spurring me on. Her fingers grip my hair, her hips lifting off the bed, her greedy little pussy wanting more. I smile around her nipple, releasing it.
My mouth continues its journey, kissing each of her soft curves as I make my way down. She is perfect, every single inch of her. I settle myself between her thighs. They lift off the bed, but I pin her down.
“You need something, sweetness?” I run my nose along her pussy, inhaling her scent. Always so damn sweet.
“Please,” she begs. She doesn’t have to ask me twice. I bury my face in her pussy, licking and sucking until her legs are shaking and she’s screaming my name as she orgasms. But I’m not done with her yet.
“I need another one.” This time I work my fingers into her, getting her ready for me. My girl doesn’t disappoint; she gives me exactly what I asked for. Her orgasm rips through her, flooding my mouth. I drink every last drop of it down before placing a kiss on the inside of each of her thighs.
“Nikolai. I need all of you.” With those words, my last thread of self-control frays. My cock begs me to take her. I rise to my knees between her legs, wanting to be connected in every way with her. I line my cock up with her entrance.
“I love you,” I say before I slowly push all the way inside of her, loving the way she feels but hating the pain I have to cause her.
She feels like heaven. That’s the only thought I have as her pussy grips my cock. I don’t move, giving her time to adjust to me. I have no clue how I’m holding on, but I do know I don’t want to hurt her. All I ever want her to feel is pleasure from my touches. I know that’s what all of hers give me.
It doesn’t take her long to start wiggling beneath me. When I don’t immediately move, she grabs my ass, trying to get me to give her what she wants.
“More,” she commands. I do exactly that, thrusting in and out of her until we are both going over the edge. As my body jerks, I lean down and kiss her mouth, spilling deeply into her. Connecting us in every way.
“I love you,” she whispers into my ear, her soft fingers running up and down my back.