I consider this to be a stolen moment, over too soon, but then he walks toward me, huge, powerful legs taking him faster than I can match my shallow breaths to his predatory stride. His every footfall is a statement, his intent warning the grass beneath his boots.
Breathing nervously, I back up until I hit the courtyard wall. He crowds me against it, uninterested in the others.
The girls are watching.
“My king,” I curtsy, unsure what to do, and the corner of his lip twitches with a smile.
“Did you just curtsy? It is a bit late for formalities.”
Suddenly, Odio’s hovering black shadow captures my attention. As he lands with a thud on the grass behind the king, the weight of nervous gasps rustle even the flowers.
I search behind him, checking the girls, but they are cowering together. The Watchers have the Silk Girls tucked behind them, like I did with Ana the day of the carnival. They would give up their lives for us…
“This isn’t the way it’s done. They will know,” I say, returning my gaze to the king.
“Do you trust your Collective?”
Iris’s face crashes into my mind, then a hallucination of the Silk Wardeness hanging by a broken neck.
No. The word halts on my tongue because Iris can be almost bearable to be around at times and she’s my oldest companion. I don’t want to condemn her this way.
I peer up at him, but our height difference and his close proximity to me make it a hard angle for my neck. My gaze locks on the frozen jowls of a dead beast leaking blood that slides down Rome’s leather armours.
My eyes widen, and I mutter, “Yes. I trust them.”
“Let them suspect, then.” His deep voice draws my gaze up to his heated blue eyes. “I have been thinking about you, little creature.”
Odio begins to pull at his feathers, making a spectacle that blocks the king and me from the girls in the courtyard. I wonder if the beautiful, winged god is trained in securing private moments for the king or if he simply caught a whiff of the gamey, dead animals.
Either way, I decide to revel in the stolen time we have in the lighter hours of the day. “You have?”
“Your moans echo in my mind.”
The heat from his words fire beneath my cheeks, illuminating them with the glow of arousal.
He runs his knuckles down my blushing cheek. “Is that pretty colour for me?”
“Yes.”
Suddenly, he slumps the beasts from his shoulders, dropping them to the floor, and I cannot help but notice the contrast between the lush greenery, white flowers, and the bloodied mass.
Behind Rome, Odio halts his pruning at the soft thudding sound. His keen gaze snaps to the gory heap.
Rome clicks his fingers to the side, snatching Odio’s attention. “Not for you. Wait your turn.”
Odio almost sulks, narrowing his beady eyes at Rome in angry defeat while he sharpens his beak on the thin bones between his black feathers.
Rome watches me.
Free from the dead animals, he leans on the stone above my head and dips, his mouth pressing to my forehead. Lips caress my skin, the words they expel stirring the warm pool inside me. “And how do you feel between your pretty thighs now that I have opened you?”
I press my palms to the stone by my thighs, flattened to the wall, cloaked by him, fingers flexing on the rough surface. The stone’s coarse skin reminds me of his rough abdominals pulsing as he thrust. “Swollen, my king.
“I was gentle.”
I know he was.
I could tell in the way he vibrated with restraint as he moved, using energy to control himself, and as his hands pawed at my thighs, idling on the right pressure.