“What?!” I laugh, my cheeks heating the longer she looks at me. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
“You know what happened last time you went to a party with these guys.” Winter grins, crossing her arms.
“I’m not going to drink. I learned my lesson.” I roll my eyes, but I can see Owen and Logan with smug smirks out of the corner of my eye.
“Hold up. What are you two talking about?” Justin asks, looking between me and Winter as he joins our group. “Is there something I don’t know?” Justin’s wide eyes land on me. “I thought we were best friends. Besties tell each other everything. What don’t I know?” he whines, pushing out his bottom lip in a dramatic pout.
He’s right, we are besties, but talking about sex with Winter seems easy. It’s a little too weird for me to talk about it with Justin. Normally, he knows what's going on because Logan’s told him. I guess he doesn’t know this.
“Don’t ask me. Ask him.” I point to Logan. “I thought you told him everything?” I raise a brow at the dark-hair hottie.
Logan looks a little guilty. “I didn’t say anything about this because it wasn’t my proudest moment.”
“What do you mean?” Panic starts to fill me. Did he regret what we did?
Logan grabs my hand and pulls me away from the others. “How I acted that night, I was out of control. It’s why I don’t drink anymore. It turns me into someone I’m not proud of. Anytime I drink, I let my feelings control my actions.”
“You were pretty tame the weekend of the away game.” I remember him confessing his want for me. Back then, I felt guilty; now, knowing how he feels, it excites me.
“Because I was wasted.” He sighs. “But before it gets to that point, I’m in between the point of tipsy and black-out drunk. Anyway, I’m sorry if I scared you or made you feel like you were taken advantage of.”
My eyes widen. “Wait, do you think that? That you took advantage of me?”
He gives me a pained look. “You were drunk, too. We all were. Knowing you were seeing someone, it filled me with a jealousy I’ve never felt for anyone before. I had this consuming need to have you, to show you what could be yours so you didn’t forget.”
“Logan,” I whisper, taking a step forward. I want to touch him, to hold him. But we’re in public, and even with the Stacy stuff, this school knows we’re stepsiblings. I don’t need people to start spreading gossip. “I wasn’t afraid of you, not even close.” I bite my lower lip. “I liked it. I liked what you guys did.”
“You did?” His brows jump.
I shrug. “When it comes to sex, I’m learning there’s a lot of things I like.”
“Like what?” He gives me a sexy smoldering grin.
“We will save that for another day.” I laugh.
“Fine.” He pouts. “But we will continue this conversation,” he says, voice rumbling.
I shiver, nipples pebbling. “Yes, Daddy.”
His lips part, and I burst out laughing. “Oh, you little brat.”
Running over to Winter, I’m still laughing as I grab her hand and pull her away. “We will see you boys at the party. Bye!”
“Why does Logan look like he wants to eat you up?” Winter asks.
“I have no idea.”
***
“This place is wild.” I laugh as we stand on the front lawn of Eta Nu Chi.
“This must be what heaven looks like,” Winter says in awe.
The guys were not wrong when they were telling us about the kind of things they do around here.
Almost everyone is dressed in some sort of swimwear, music blasting as they play games on the front lawn.
People are throwing water balloons. Others are in the bounce house, and it is, indeed, filled with bubbles.