That doesn’t sound hypothetical.
ThisIsAwkward
It’s not. It’s happened. Nearly every time I’ve met someone.
BigCityConvert
What if I tell you something no one else knows? Something that might make you feel better?
ThisIsAwkward
It would have to be really good to make me think you’re not going to walk out on me as soon as I sit down.
BigCityConvert
First, that’s horrible. Second, trust me when I say I’m taking a risk, too.
ThisIsAwkward
Okay. Lay it on me.
BigCityConvert
I’ve never felt like I fit in wherever I am. As a kid, I was a nerd and spent all my time studying. When I got married, my ex was outgoing and flashy and dragged me along. After our divorce, I moved here and never made connections to a lot of people. Where I’m at now, I think that’s going to end up hurting my future, but I don’t like people who are fake. Who do things for the wrong reasons. I’m trying to get to know people, but I don’t think people see me for me.
ThisIsAwkward
Well, damn. You went deep. Thank you. And I’m sorry. I understand, though. I have the same struggles. I think a lot more people do than you realize.
BigCityConvert
Maybe.
ThisIsAwkward
Do you still want to meet?
BigCityConvert
Are you saying that was a big enough confession to get you to agree?
ThisIsAwkward
Yes, it was.
BigCityConvert
How about tomorrow night? You pick the place. Wherever you would feel comfortable.
ThisIsAwkward
There’s a bar in MacKellar Cove. O’Kelley’s. Have you ever been?
BigCityConvert
Yeah, I know it.
ThisIsAwkward