Oh!
He's already kissing me hungrily, and I kiss him back with just as much hunger.
Maybe even more, all things considered.
But just when I'm about to wrap my arms around his neck, he suddenly pushes me away and mutters an expletive under his breath.
"What's wrong?" I ask tremulously.
"You should not have done this," he growls.
I'm torn between hurt and confusion. "W-Why?" I really thought he'd appreciate me taking the initiative just this once.
"Because I don't think I can control myself this time," Calixte snaps.
Oh.
"So if you want what's best for you---"
He breaks off when he sees me shake my head.
"I think you got it all wrong," I whisper.
Dark eyes narrow at me. "Comment ça?" How so?
"Because I want the opposite. I...I w-want you to know what it feels like to have you take me when you're not...ah!"
My husband has never disappointed me, and tonight is no exception.
It's like finding myself in a whirlwind of passion, and the next thing I know, I'm already bent over his huge wooden desk, and my heart leaps to my throat when I hear him unbuckling his belt and unzipping himself.
It's really happe---aaaaaah!
Shock robs me of speech, and all I can do is cry out in my mind as my husband sinks his entire length inside of me from behind.
It's really hap---aaaaaah!
He doesn't even give me a chance to catch my breath, his every thrust so deep and powerful that it has me clumsily reaching up to the edges of his desk and holding on for dear life.
It's real---aaaaah!
I start seeing stars as he moves faster and faster, and the desire-coated sound of his harsh breathing fills my ears.
This, oh this...
This is what it means to have my husband take me with no thoughts of holding back, and the moment I think that---
Aaaaaah!
It's all over for me.
Calixte...
All I can do is sob his name out as I start to come.
Calixte.
And I do it again and again as my husband comes right after me with one last thrust, and he groans my name as he fills me with his heat.