“What do I do first?” I breathe, my heart beating beyond control.
His smile treks up one side. “Wrap your hand around the bottom, like this…” He takes my wrist and curls my fingers around the base of his erection. “Now stroke up like this.” He moves our hands up and down his shaft, from root to tip. “Jesus feckin’ Christ. Just like that, but tighter.” He cinches my grasp.
“I won’t hurt you?”
“No, love. Do it just like I showed you. Then put your lips around the top and do as your hand just did. Suck it into your mouth and take as much of it as you can while keeping your hand wrapped tight.”
I swallow the lump in my throat and nod.
He removes his hand from mine and clasps the back of my head instead.
“You may not be able to take all of me, not at first, but that’s okay.” He strokes my cheek with his knuckles. “Take your time and remember to breathe out of your nose. Don’t want this to hurt you.”
I drag in a silent breath, my insides quivering while I stare at his erection, not sure where I want to start.
“You don’t have to if you don’t want to.” He tilts my chin to meet his eyes.
“I do want to. I’m just scared I’ll do it wrong.” My face heats up.
“Nothing you do would ever be wrong.”
My heart skips a beat, and I drop my lips to the tip of his erection and plant a kiss there.
“Feck.” He releases a groan, and his cock jerks.
I look up to make sure that was okay. Do girls do that? Or is this childish? I hate feeling like I don’t know what I’m doing!
His brows furrow like he’s in pain.
“Did I do something wrong?” My pulse speeds up.
I must’ve.
His mouth clenches into a tight line, and his fingers rough into my hair.
“Do that again.” His voice is low and almost shaky.
“What?” I whisper.
“Kiss my cock like that again.”
Oh…
My heartbeats soar to a hurried crescendo, and I do. I kiss him there once, twice, my tongue sneaking out to taste him. And the growl that emanates from his lungs is so masculine and deep, I squeeze my legs from the need unfurling there.
“I’ve never had anyone kiss me like that before,” he husks.
A smile curls on my face as I peer up. “And no one ever will.”
I don’t know where that came from, but the thought of some other woman doing what I am to him… It would kill me.
“Mm.” He rolls all my hair around his wrist and drops his face an inch from mine. “That’s right, baby. Claim me,” he says, stealing all my breaths away, kissing me hard and fast, before he pushes me into his erection.
“Suck. Now.”
Without separating my eyes from him, I sink my mouth around the head of his cock and take it whole.
“Oh, shite, yes…keep doing whatever the hell you’re doing.”