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“Answer me, Addison. Do you want my cock?”

“I didn’t take the drugs.”

“I don’t give a shit. You want my cock or not?” Do I? I’d like to feel what it feels like to have sex with him without the drugs doing their thing, so I nod my head. He looks down at his swollen cock in his hand.

“Then ride me, darlin’. Fuck me good.” I hike my dress up and turn to face the room before grabbing his cock in my hand and slowly lowering myself down it. I groan as I sink fully onto it and so does Free. His hands lock around my waist as I slowly begin to ride him.

“Fuck me, Addison. Look at them. His cock fillin’ her pussy. It’s so goddamn sexy, isn’t it? To see her so fuckin’ full of him. Are you full of me?” he asks me as I roll my hips.

“God, yes,” I whine as I rock and roll my hips faster. Fuck this feels too good. Better than with the drugs. Free’s hand comes up to cup my breast before he tugs and pulls on my nipple. I moan louder this time, but the sounds I make are drowned out by the others in the room having sex. A woman screams as she takes the man on the floor.

Chapter 16

Free

I’m so fucked. I’m so very fucked. I shouldn’t be letting her do this to me. I shouldn’t be letting this happen.

“Harder, Addison. I want you to impale yourself on my cock,” I tell her. She raises up and falls back down my length, taking me just like I told her to. When she’s out of breath, I pull her back so her back is pressed to my chest, and I nip at her ear lobe.

“What do you think? You like watchin’ them?” She doesn’t answer me at first. She sits with my cock still inside of her and shudders. “There’s no shame in it.”

“Yes,” she whispers. “It’s kind of hot,” she confesses. I pinch her hip, and she yelps before turning her head to look at me. That’s when I capture her lips with mine. I kiss her, shoving my tongue into her mouth before sucking it. Her pussy clenches around me, and I almost come from the feeling of it. But I hold out. I hold out for her. Sitting her back up, I reach around and find her clit. I flick it, circle it, and toy with it until I feel her tense up. I know she’s close, and that’s why I raise my hips to meet each of her thrusts. She bounces on my cock while I play with her clit until she can’t take anymore. Then I let her come. I lean in and bite her earlobe once more before whispering in her ear, “Be a good girl and come all over my cock, Addison.” With that, she clamps down harder and comes with me. My cock jerks inside her as she rolls her hips, riding out her pleasure.

I’ve never wanted a girl the way I want Addison, and that could be a bad thing. She isn’t mine to keep. I can’t keep her. The thought keeps swirling around my head, and each time it does, I get a little more aggravated. When my cock goes limp, I stand Addison up, watching as her dress slides over her skin and drops down.

I stand up and tuck my cock back into my jeans before buttoning them back up. Then I grab Addison’s hand and lead her through the house toward the kitchen. Inside, there’s a buffet-style counter set up to keep guests fed while they’re here. I grab two plates and pass her one as she watches me warily.

“You’re mad.”

“How can you tell?”

“I just can. Why are you mad?” she asks me as I spoon food onto my plate.

“There are a few reasons,” I tell her.

“Did I do something wrong?” Now, I spin around to face her, shaking my head as I do.

“You did nothin’ wrong, Addison. It’s all in my fucked up head.”

“What is it?” she asks. I set my plate on the counter and take a good look at her. I mean, a really good look at her. She’s fucking gorgeous.

“I can’t keep you, Addison.”

“What do you mean?”

“When this is over. I can’t keep you.”

“And that makes you mad?” she asks, unsure what I mean. I sigh and scrub my hand over my face before I nod.

“Yeah, that pisses me off a little, and the fact I broke my own rules.”

“What are your rules?”

“Not to sleep with the girls on the drugs. I’m to observe, not take part.”

“And I forced you,” she says softly, sounding defeated. I huff out a laugh.

“Darlin’, that’s the last thing you would have to do. You wouldn’t have to force me, just like tonight,” I tell her.