“Do you honestly think that after seein’ you take my cock, I could let one of the others have you?” She looks shocked, and even I’m a little shocked myself. I didn’t think I would say that out loud, but there are so many things about this girl I like. I already knew I couldn’t let one of the others fuck her. There’s just no way.
“You would keep me?”
“Yeah, I would. You might be a club girl, but I’d be the only one gettin’ inside of you.” Her cheeks flush, and it looks so good on her. In fact, I need to make her blush more often to see her like this.
“I don’t know what to say,” she says softly.
“You don’t have to say anything. This is just the way it is. No one is gonna force you to leave, least of all me.”
“The others don’t like me much.” As if I needed the reminder, those scratches on her face were reminder enough.
“They’ll learn to like you, or they can go. Nails is a jealous bitch. She wants what she wants and doesn’t care how she has to get it. Although she’d never get me.” I don’t know why I’m telling her this. Why I’m over here spilling my goddamn guts to this girl, but I am.
“I like that I have options,” she says softly.
“You always have options, Addison. Just like with the drugs. You can opt out of usin’ anyone when you take them, or you can do what you did last night.”
“And use you?”
“I can’t keep breakin’ my own rules, darlin’. I make the drugs; I don’t use the girls.”
“But you said it’s my choice. And as much as I’d love to say I’m not attracted to you, I’d be lying. And the sex? That was some of the best sex I’ve ever had, Free.”
“I don’t know,” I tell her, running my hand over my face.
“I want to keep using you.”
“You do?”
“Yeah. I couldn’t even think about another guy when I was with you, Free. I don’t know what it is about you, but my body craved you.” I love she’s so open and honest with me about this stuff. That’s exactly what I need for my research.
“I’ll think about it, yeah?” She nods her head and goes back to her food as I let her words linger in my mind. She wants me. She wanted me the whole time.
Chapter 15
Addison
The rest of the week went by in a blur. Free said he wasn’t going to give me the drugs again until my body recovered from the first time, and I appreciated that. I wasn’t sure how long he would wait until he gave me another dose. Kelly, on the other hand, asked for more, and he gave it to her again last night. She’s now passed out in bed as I get ready to go to his brother’s place.
He bought me a dress to wear along with heels. I wasn’t sure how he knew what size I was, but the dress fit like a glove. I look at myself in the mirror, and I actually feel sexy in this. My face has healed with only minor marks left that makeup easily covered.
“Damn, girl!” I hear Bunny exclaim as I turn to look at her in the doorway. “You are hot as fuck in that dress,” she exclaims. My cheeks heat at her compliment as I glance down at myself.
“I think it’s too much. I don’t know what kind of party this is,” I tell her as I take in the sparkling black dress Free got for me.
“I think you look amazing. Free is going to shit himself when he sees you like this,” she says, nodding toward the dress. I don’t know what kind of reaction I’m going to get from Free, but I hope it’s a good one. I slide my feet into the heels and stand before Bunny as she takes me in.
“You look just perfect, Addison. Too bad you don’t swing my way,” she teases with a laugh. I laugh along with her. I know she has a thing for me, but I’m not into girls, not like that.
“We’d be cute together, wouldn’t we?” I ask her.
“Damn right, we would. Two hot bitches for the price of one,” she says, making me laugh once more.
“I like hearin’ that.”
“Hearing what?” Bunny asks as Free walks in.
“Her laughin’.”