"I knew you could do it, Tommy," he murmured, gently stroking my back. "I never doubted you."
"I thought I'd be broken forever," I whispered, my voice choked with emotion. "And if that was the case, I'd never be a suitable mate for you."
"I'm not perfect either, Tommy," Nitro said.
Then he leaned in and kissed me, rough and deep.
In that moment, as our lips met, I knew I wanted him more than I ever wanted anyone else.
I responded fiercely, gripping his shoulders. Nitro took that as permission to explore the rest of my body.
His touch was possessive and addictive all at once. I could get used to this, I thought.
Certainty filled me.
Nitro was the first person I wanted to see when I woke up in the morning the last person I saw before going to sleep at night.
“Mine,” he growled out after releasing my mouth.
Hearing that word sent a shiver of anticipation down my spine.
“Yours,” I whispered back. “Always.”
I didn’t know how we ended up tangled in each other on the forest floor and I didn’t care.
All logical thought evaporated from my mind as Nitro put his mouth and hands to good use.
I lay on my back while he straddled me, spoiling me with kisses.
“I want,” I said, panting as he sucked on the hollow of my throat.
“What do you want, Tommy?” Nitro asked, pausing from his task.
My heart beat in trepidation and excitement. Was I being too forward? Nitro wanted to wait.
He didn’t mind taking the time to do things properly.
I was the impatient one, but I took Dylan’s advice to heart. I told Nitro exactly what I needed.
“You in me,” I whispered. “Right here, right now.”
12
NITRO
Hearing those words from Tommy's mouth sent me into overdrive. It felt like I was waiting to hear them forever.
Still, I had to ask him again, because there was no going back once we started down this path.
"Tommy," I said, looking into his eyes, searching for any hint of doubt or hesitation.
I continued, “Are you sure? Because once we go down this road, there are no breaks. I need to be certain you're ready for everything that comes with being my mate."
Tommy gazed up at me. I expected to see panic or sudden regret in his eyes, but there was only certainty.
"I'm sure," he said and I had nothing more to say.
I let my body do the talking. I kissed and explored every inch of him, showing him how precious he was to me.