Nitro smelled so good and he was so achingly handsome and understanding, I couldn't help but leaned in close for a kiss.
It was impulsive, but the moment felt right.
To my complete shock, Nitro responded without hesitation, pulling me closer and meeting my lips with his.
He kissed me relentlessly, hungrily and I yearned for more.
My pants grew a little tight as I opened my mouth further, so Nitro could slip his tongue down my throat.
Abruptly, Nitro pulled away his breath a little ragged.
"Too soon?" I asked, searching his eyes.
"I should be the one asking you that,” Nitro said.
I couldn't help but notice the subtle change in his brown eyes.
Hints of gold appeared in his irises, a telltale sign that his inner grizzly was peeking out.
In that moment, I probably should have been a little bit afraid of him, but an exhilarating thrill coursed down my spine instead.
My animal half woke, alert and eager.
How strange. My magpie had always been a coward but whenever Nitro was around, it felt like I, we, could do anything.
“Was it wrong to kiss—” I began but Nitro put a finger to my lips.
I didn’t know what possessed me to suck on his finger.
Nitro groaned. “You’re going to be the death of me, Tommy.”
Feeling awkward, I pulled my mouth away.
“Make no mistake,” Nitro said, lifting my chin with two fingers so I was forced to look into his blazing gold eyes.
My pants suddenly felt a lot tighter.
Nitro wasn’t’ done. He continued, “I want you, Tommy. I want you more than anything else in this world but I don’t want to rush you either.”
Hearing those words made me want to do a happy dance, but that would be embarrassing, so I contained myself.
"I like you, too, Nitro," I whispered, feeling vulnerable all of a sudden.
Those words felt almost childishly simple, but they were genuine, and I couldn't take them back.
Nitro responded with a lazy, arrogant smile that sent my heart racing even faster.
"We're in agreement then,” Nitro said.
I couldn't help but feel a hint of confusion. “What...are we agreeing on?" I asked.
My lack of experience in matters of the heart left me feeling uncertain, and the only relationship I had ever known was with Hicks, a toxic and horrifying ordeal.
With a mischievous gleam in his eyes, Nitro simply replied, "You'll find out."
He leaned in to steal another kiss from my lips, leaving me with a sense of anticipation and excitement.
Two days after, Dylan, my best friend, had offered to cook dinner for us in my new apartment as I updated him on the recent events of my move.