His hands move to my hips and pull me closer.
I tense at the feel of his fingers on my skin, but he just keeps kissing me, and I start to relax.
This pattern continues.
His hands slide up my sides.
Tense.
Kiss.
His thumbs glide over my rib cage.
Tense.
Kiss.
His palms move over my back.
Tense.
Kiss.
His hands move all over my body, and it makes shivers run up and down my skin. Somehow we end up on his bed. I don’t have a clear memory of how we got there, because he expertly maneuvers us through the apartment while kissing and touching me, so I don’t pay too much attention.
And then I’m on my back on his bed, and he’s above me. His tongue is in my mouth, and his erection is pressed against my hip, and he’s letting out these gravelly sounds that are made even better by the knowledge that I’m the one causing them.
He props his elbow next to my head, and dips down to kiss my shoulder. His hand moves lower, and he wraps his long fingers around my cock.
And that’s when my brain decides to chime in and ruin this for me.
Because I’m hard.
But what if it goes away?
My body stiffens. Not the right part of my body though, because as a result of that one tiny moment of hesitation, the arousal that moments ago had been taking over my whole body, is just a tiny bit less sharp.
Sutton lifts his head and sends me a quizzical look.
“Okay?” he asks.
I nod. “Uh-huh. Perfect.” I pull his face down and kiss him.
Don’t think.
Don’t think.
Don’t think!
Sutton’s hand tightens around my cock. Okay, no. I’m definitely not as hard as I was before. I think. I mean, I’m hard but…
Sutton keeps moving his hand, and it’s the exact right kind of pressure, and his touch is sure and confident, but instead of relaxing into the feeling, I’m now even more tense because if I lose my erection now, he’ll be able to tell immediately. Fuck, tell? He’ll feel it happen. Front row seat.
That does not help.
Sutton’s hand stills, but instead of saying anything, he keeps kissing me, and I slowly start to relax again.
My dick rubs against his, and it feels good. It feels so fucking good.