Page 25 of Secrets Within Us

And I was lost.

I buried my fingers in her dark locks and kissed her hard as I pulled my hips back far enough for the crown of my cock to find her slick opening and surged forward, spearing her fully in one thrust.

She let out a screech as her tight pussy fought to accommodate my size, but I didn’t stop as I pulled back and thrust forward again as my eyes rolled in the back of my head.

“Fuck Hadley, you feel so damn good,” I growled, already feeling the electric current at the base of my spine pick up.

“You’re so big, you fill me up like no other.” She moaned.

I leaned down and took one of her perfect nipples in my mouth, flicking it with my tongue before biting down on it, making her yell out in ecstasy again.

“Yes! I’m so close already, Kip.” She ran her fingernails up my flanks and up to my shoulders before running them back down again, driving me wild.

I pounded into her repeatedly, pushing her up the bed further with each brutal thrust. Her eyes closed again, and she threw her head back as her body clamped down on my cock as she orgasmed. It was an entire-body experience, and I watched with rapture as it overtook her.

The sight of her losing it caused me to pitch over the top and climax myself. I filled her with everything I had and ached to do it again and again in an animalistic way. I didn’t know her from Adam, but I wanted to fucking claim her in the most fundamental way. A way I had once before with Molly. It was something I lost the day I lost her.

Taking a moment to catch my breath and calm down, I carefully pulled out and rolled onto my back, bringing her along and holding her securely against my chest with both arms.

“I didn’t use a condom; I should have asked you if it was alright before I just took you like that.” I panted.

For the first time in my life, the pleasure overtook me and made me not care about safety.

“I have a birth control implant in my arm, so that’s all good. And I’ve never had sex without a condom.” There was a darkness shadowing her eyes as she said it though.

“Okay, we’re good then.” I exhaled with relief.

“Very good.” She said, taking a deep breath and relaxing into my arms. I looked down at her and saw her smile as she tried to hide it in my chest, bashfully.

“Oh yeah? How good?” I questioned, though I already knew the answer, for myself at least.

“Eh, just good.” She tried to play it off, but I used my hands to tickle her arms as she lied, and she ended in a fit of girlish giggles and I had never heard a more angelic sound in my life.

Laughing myself, I pulled her over the top of me and spread her thighs over mine as I laughed with her, but she quickly sobered up.

“Was it good for you? Was I good?” She asked shyly, not meeting my eyes.

I slid my fingers under her chin and made her look at me square on before I answered. I could tell she needed my answer to be a good one to ease some fear or doubt buried deep in her heart.

“Honestly, what we just did and what we did last night felt better than anything I’ve ever felt before, with anyone. Better than anything I could ever imagine.”

I saw the speculation in her eyes as she tried to cover it up, but she wasn’t quick enough. So instead, I showed her, so she would have to believe me.

I grasped her hips with both hands and urged her towards me until my hardened cock entered her again.

I spent the rest of the day inside of her, showing her in ways she couldn’t deny, just how good it was for me.

Chapter 9 - Hadley

Questions

Ihad fallen out of a nightmare and into a dream come true. I awoke most mornings with a sense of wonderment and girl-like happiness that only the quiet, sleep-filled space could conjure. But it was always short-lived because when realization dawned on where I was, memories also flooded my brain of where I had come from before. How did I live in the present when the past was still so near and to blame for bringing me here?

I never laid there too long thinking of the past though, because Kip was quick to rise once he sensed I had woken, and he was quicker to consume my body with his. His sexual appetite was insatiable, and he was often bringing me to orgasm before, after, and sometimes during his workday. I couldn’t complain, but when I was alone in the silence, my brain couldn’t help but wonder how I could be so okay with letting Kip in physically after all I had been through.

We hadn’t connected emotionally as well as we had physically, and that was on both of us. We each had big scary demons in our closet that threatened to upheave the peaceful dynamic we had fallen into, but we didn’t know the extent of each other’s darkness.

He never spoke of his past further back than a few years. Not a word, not a slip-up, not a snippet of who he was before at all. It was as though he didn’t exist a few years ago. He spoke of a few friends he had from town and a few interactions he had with them, but they sounded superficial and not like he had a deep connection with them.

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