I blow out a breath.
There's one detail I've omitted so far.
A small but crucial one.
Oh, well.
Here goes nothing.
Hannah: See. The thing is, I've been in love with Culver for years.
I pause.
No bouncing dots are appearing on my screen.
Oh no! Have I just killed my four closest friends?
They've never been this quiet for this long.
On the off chance they're still alive, I provide an explanation.
Hannah: Everyone has always been on our case, assuming we're together, and not really accepting it when we said we were 'just friends.'
Hannah: For a long time, for many, many years, that was true.
Hannah: Growing up, Culver was like a protective older brother, especially after Mom died.
Hannah: But then we became friends as adults.
Hannah: Gradually, we became really good friends and then best friends.
Hannah: That's where it stopped for Culver, but not for me.
Hannah: I fell in love with him, and I felt silly and weird about it, and I didn't want it to affect our friendship—or worse, lose him.
Hannah: So I didn't say anything to anyone.
Hannah: I ignored my feelings and focused on what I had—the greatest best friend in the world.
Hannah: Until my girl squad convinced me to have a hot girl summer…
That wakes them all up.
Evie: See? And aren't you glad you did?
Beth: I come up with the best ideas.
Summer: I'm clearing my throat because if memory serves correctly, I believe it was MY idea.
Beth: I know you're a few years older than us, Summer, but are you losing your memory already?
Hannah: Summer's right, Beth. It was her idea.
Beth: Oh, really?
Summer: Now who's losing their memory?
Amiel: I can't believe we were joking about you checking off two romance tropes on our group walk at the start of summer and now…you have!