Instant reaction. I slide my hand under the cotton, circling it with my fingers as he tells me how to touch myself. Within minutes, I’m soaked and needy as I close my eyes. Tugging on my nipples, I pull them with enough of a hint of pain to make it pleasurable.
I feel myself shifting around on the bed, needing more. He has me thoroughly prepared with both nipples and I’m ready to start without him.
“Take your shorts off, Delilah. I pushed mine down because I’m hard as hell and it hurts.”
I do and look down at my naked body, shocked that I am about to have phone sex for the first time.
“Spread your legs and touch yourself. I need to know how wet you are.”
“Soaked.”
I slide my fingers through my folds, knowing how fast this is going to happen for me. He instructs me how and where to touch myself in a husky voice, talking slower the further we go. I know he’s feeling this as much as I am and ask him if he’s touching himself.
“Yes, Delilah. I want you so bad and can taste you on my tongue where I want you to be. I wish I was between your legs, licking and tasting you until you come for me. Of course I’m stroking myself. Slide a finger inside of you.”
I do, feeling how tightly I wrap around myself and add another finger.
“God. I want you here.”
“How do you feel, Delilah?”
“I’m so wet and tight. I wish you were inside of me, filling me up.”
I pump my fingers in and out, rocking with the movement. It’s hard to hold on to the phone, but I clutch it in my hand just to keep hearing Miles. He guides me through, and his words make me explode and it makes it difficult to stay quiet. He follows and I slump back, longing to reach out for him.
It was so much more than I thought it would be.
“I wish I was there now. Incredible experience, but I want to sleep beside you.”
Miles speaks softly and I tilt my head before remembering he can’t see me.
“You do?”
“Yeah. I don’t normally like doing that, but maybe it’s the situation. Now I have to clean up and pretend I wasn’t doing any of this when your brother gets back to the room.”
“I have Lola in a few hours, too. Maybe we should sleep for a while.”
I can’t sleep when we end the call though I’m cleaned up for bed. Of course, I’ve touched myself before, but it’s never felt like that. His voice in my ear as I did everything changed the feeling completely.
Is he really gone all week?
I sleep fitfully and get up with Lola, making breakfast for us. It’s overcast outside, and I look at the clouds as I sip coffee, debating what to do today. I have the car and we can go to the movies to get out of the house.
Is she old enough for that?
I look at Lola as she plays with dolls. She’s well-behaved but still excitable as any toddler should be. If it was a kids’ movie and there were other young children there, maybe it could work. I don’t have any friends with kids yet, so this is new to me; I sigh and look outside again.
I want Miles to be home. Not for sex, but just to interact with him and watch him with Lola. It never occurred to me how sexy a man that loves his child is before now and I’ve always just thought it was sweet. Of course, I’m pretty sure my brother will never settle down long enough for kids, so there’s that.
I knew the deal when I signed up for this but didn’t expect to fall for my boss. Oh, no. I have fallen for Miles, haven’t I?
Brynn calls to see what we’re doing and offers to go to the movies with us. There’s a few good ones Lola would enjoy, and we agree to meet there so I can get us ready to go.
I watch Brynn with her niece before the movie starts, giving her the candy that she bought on the way here. It’s a special treat and I smile at the love she has for the little girl. We’re kind of close in age, and I wonder how it might be if I were to be dating Miles down the line.
“Slow down, Lola. You’re not eating all of these.”
I blink and look at Brynn as she takes the box away from Lola, holding it above her head.