Page 13 of Fractured Heart

“You gonna fuck me?” My mind is reeling but my body isn’t. My legs carry me forward and I shove my shorts down my legs freeing my aching cock. Lowering to my knees behind her I grip the globes of her ass in my hands and groan. Before she can do anything I flip her around and lay her flat on her back with my head between her legs. I use the grip I have on her ass to pull her pussy down onto my waiting tongue. Fuck, she tastes just as sweet as I remember. She cries out but quickly clamps her mouth closed and tries to push off me but I tighten my hold and continue to lap at her sweet little cunt. I flick my tongue over her clit and relish in the small whimper that escapes her.

The moment I push my tongue inside her she tenses, rather than stopping and allowing her to get all up in her head I continue to eat her pussy. After a minute or so she begins to loosen up and her body takes control as her hips rock back and forth on my tongue as she chases her release. Now that I know she isn’t going to flee, I release her ass and reach around to cup her tits and tweak her nipples—still she makes no sound. The thought is pushed from my mind when her movements become jerky and she starts to stiffen, a second later shudders tear through her and she grunts as she comes all over my face. She pushes off me and I allow it this time. She resumes her position from earlier and rather than asking questions, I shift and grip my cock in my hand lining it up with her entrance, then pause at the sight of the many scars that line her back. I felt them on her ass too. The skin is raised, angry and red. I want to murder whoever the fuck did this to her and skin the cunt alive but all those thoughts flee my mind as I push inside her and groan, still she makes no sound.

What the fuck is going on?

Before I can voice that question aloud she pushes back against me and I’m powerless to stop the hiss from ripping free at the feeling of being balls deep inside her perfect little body again. Gripping her waist I pull almost all the way out before slamming back inside her expecting her to cry out or scream but she makes no sound.

“You think this is a good idea?” I snap my gaze to the side to see Trevante standing there with his arms crossed over his chest and a stern look on his face. I lean forward to shield Wave’s nakedness but she pushes against me until her back is flush against my chest, Trey’s eyes drink in the sight of her bare skin, I’m about to tell him to fuck off but she cuts me off.

“Put your cock in my mouth while he fucks me.” I still behind her, Trey balks.

“He is not touching you!” I snarl. She ignores me as she waves that cunt forward, he stumbles toward her and when he’s within arms’ reach, she grips his shorts and pulls him closer.

“I don’t think this is a good—” His words die in his throat when she yanks his pants down and frees his cock—which is already hard. She says nothing as she wraps her mouth around him. I attempt to move so I can get to my feet and smash his fucking face in but then she begins to bounce on my cock and all thought flees me.

“Fuck!” I grit out as I grasp her hips.

“Doxy, we… should… stop,” he forces out but his words lack heat and right now he is just as powerless as I am to stop her. My mind is screaming at me to put an end to this but my cock is loving every minute. I loathe to admit it but watching her suck his cock as she bounces up and down on my own is turning me on. I flick my gaze to him and the lustful look in his eyes is all the indication I need to know he is enjoying this as well. “Fuck, shit, if you keep doing that with your tongue I’m not gonna last,” he growls as he fists his hand in her hair and holds her in place as he takes over. She grips his thighs as he thrusts in and out of her mouth.

My turn.

When she rises up on my dick and prepares to lower herself I meet her midway this time and relish in the strangled sound that comes from her. Trey and I find a rhythm as we fuck her. I feel her pussy clenching down on me and groan, fuck I missed feeling that shit.

“She’s gonna come,” I force out through clenched teeth. Trey quickens his pace and I do the same. A few seconds later she stills and I know she has come because her pussy is clenching the fuck out of my cock, but still she makes no sound. That thought is drowned out when I thrust inside her three more times and throw my head back, roaring out my release. Trey follows behind a second later, calling her name as he comes. Fuck that was intense and amazing but also… not. Something is wrong with her and I hate that it took fucking her to figure out that the scars on her body are not only on the surface, she has bigger scars that run through her veins and we just can’t see them.

Doxy

I swallow every last drop of cum from Trey. He eases from my mouth and I shift forward without flinching as Grayson’s cock slips free of my heat. I say nothing to either of them as I begin to dress. I can feel their gazes on me but I pay them no mind, there is no need for conversation or hugs and kisses. We fucked. Plain and simple. Wearing clothes still feels foreign to me, I have to remind myself daily that it isn’t normal to walk around naked. Once I’m dressed I keep my back to them as I continue on with my training. I do a couple of combinations and drop down before flinging my leg to sweep the ground as I spin in a crouch.

“That’s it?” I don’t stop training as I answer Grayson.

“Yeap.” I make sure to pop the ‘p’ as I tuck and roll, I don’t need them to understand me or what goes on inside my head. I have a goal. I will achieve it and when I do, I will finally be free of all the fucking demons that haunt me.

“Doxy, we should talk about what just happened.” I growl in frustration as I spin around to see them both standing there shoulder to shoulder, eyeing me like I am a caged animal. Alexander looks like he is about to lose his shit while Trevante has guilt written all over his face.

I square my shoulders and meet Trey’s gaze as I answer him. “We fucked. You used me and I used you.” They both look like I just slapped them.

“That’s not what happened!” Grayson snaps.

“I would never use you!” Trey says with such conviction I actually believe him.

I shrug. “Okay, so you didn’t use me but I used you both. I’m not gonna stand here and say I’m sorry because I’m not.” I dismiss them both as I turn my back to them and continue on with my training. Unlike them, I don’t sleep much so I prefer to spend my nights upskilling myself and when the sun finally begins to rise I go to bed. My anger begins to stir inside me when they both cut in front of me, forcing me to halt my movements, so I shoot each of them a glare. “What?”

“You can’t tell me you felt nothing?” Trey implores me with his words but I shake my head.

“What don’t you get? I don’t have to like you or even know you to fuck you. Sex means nothing to me.” Trey recoils while Xander stands there with his fists clenched at his sides, vibrating with rage.

“How the fuck can you say that when you have my cum dripping down your thighs?” he snarls. If Alexander Grayson thinks he is going to get one up on me he is out of his mind.

“Because your cum is one of many I have had dripping down my thighs over the years, it means nothing to me.” He stumbles back with a horrified look on his face. Trevante won’t meet my stare and looks down at the grass. “You both need to realize, I am not the girl you spend your life with. I am not going to fall in love and build a family with you… I can’t.” I clamp my mouth closed, hating that I showed weakness in my tone as speaking about a family and children still sears my insides. Those images are the reason why I don’t sleep. Every time I close my eyes, I see what they did to my son and hate myself. They will never understand me, how the fuck could they?

“Why not?” Trey pushes as he slowly lifts his gaze to my face, but before I can tell him to piss off the other dick speaks.

“You will never end up with her.” Trey shoots Xander a filthy look.

“Why not? She doesn’t seem particularly fond of you?” They take a step toward each other, but before they can fight I cut in and end this bullshit.

“I won’t end up with either of you because I don’t want to. I have no desire to have a home with a white picket fence or a fucking dog and kids running around my yard. I’m not the girl you take home to Mom. I’m the girl your mother warns you to stay the fuck away from.” I don’t wait for a reply, fucked and needing space, I turn on my heel and get the fuck away from both of them. I have more important shit to worry about than stroking their egos.

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