“Five.”
“Three,” he growled, releasing my neck completely. Despite the lack of contact, I could tell he was still behind me by the chill in the air. It made my hair stand on end. There was a predator at my back and the danger was more than thrilling.
“Four?” I asked, hopefully.
Prudence made an annoyed little sound.
Then…nothing.
Nothing.
I waited, and he remained quiet. It was a battle of wills. Which I lost. Embarrassingly quickly. I hated silence. “Okay, three,” I gave in with a huff.
“Choose wisely.”
“Okay. Fuck. No pressure or anything.” I rolled my eyes sarcastically, squirming because I was way too aware that all I had to do was turn around and I’d finally get to see him. He was right there. Solid and real, hovering behind me like he was alive after all. I swallowed the lump in my throat, bunching my hands tight into fists to keep myself still, before I wriggled to get comfy. Sitting on my knees I stared at the UFO posters tacked to the wall right above my bed.
Patience.
I could do patience.
I could totally do patience.
“I’m waiting,” Prudence taunted me.
Shit. I was supposed to be coming up with questions, not thinking about sneaking a peek at him. “Give me a sec!” I waved him away, well aware I looked absolutely fucking ridiculous in my purple silk robe, and pink Looney Tunes boxers, gesticulating at the wall while I had a conversation with someone I wasn’t sure was even real. I squirmed. “I have questions. Lots of them. I just…need a second to think of them.”
“Why did you ask for answers if you didn’t have questions?”
“Like I said, I have some. Just—” I shook my head. “Shush, for a second?”
“You’re shushing me?” His tone was colored in disbelief and the desire to paint it made my skin itch.
“Shush!”
Prudence snorted. It was a parody of a laugh, and I startled, honestly surprised he was even capable of that much emotion. Wow. It made me wonder what his real laugh would sound like. But then I realized I was stalling again and time was ticking—
What should I ask?
Hmmm.
We sat in silence for a solid five minutes before I came up with my first question.
“Why are you haunting me?” I blurted without preamble.
There, that was a good, solid question right?
Prudence was quiet for long enough I worried he’d disappeared again. But he hadn’t. His fingers brushed against my nape and I jumped as I felt him twist the curl of hair at the back of my neck. Gooseflesh tickled up my arms and I shuddered, right before he pulled hard enough my head tipped back and a soft pained noise escaped my lips. My cock was still definitely ready to go and I ached to reach down and give it a squeeze.
Why didn’t I want sex again?
Right.
Because questions.
Answers.
All that horrible but important shit.