“Yes.” James shivered.

Sebastian grabbed lube out of the bedside table drawer. Back on the bed, he threw the blankets aside and looked down at James splayed beneath him. James bent his legs and spread them wide.

Sebastian’s attention fixed on James’s core as he opened the lube. “Seeing you like this gives me all kinds of ideas.”

James let out an involuntary whine of anticipation. “I’m sure it does.”

Sebastian’s fingers delved between his legs, seeking out his hole. James bit his lip and moaned softly at the contact. Sebastian rubbed his rim with slick fingers until he relaxed more fully, then pressed his finger in.

“Oh fuck.” James squirmed.

“You’re so tight, babe.” Sebastian rubbed James’s taint with his other hand as he worked his finger inside. “Is that good squirming, or is it uncomfortable?”

“No, it’s good. Just…” James took a breath. “Keep going.”

Sebastian pumped his finger in and out. “Tell me when you’re ready for more.”

James nodded. He was hot, sweat prickling along his forehead. It had been a while since he’d had anything inside him, but it didn’t take long to get used to the sensation. The more Sebastian touched him, the more he wanted.

The second finger stung when Sebastian breached him, but James wanted to be stretched and the discomfort didn’t last long. He was caught up in how gorgeous Sebastian looked, looming above him. His soft skin glowed in the evening light, freckles dusting his shoulders and cheeks, his tousled, curly hair in his eyes. Every time Sebastian peeked at James’s face, James’s heart stuttered.

James whimpered and groaned—he was desperate—and they’d barely started. He wasn’t sure he’d ever made this much noise during sex. When Sebastian found his prostate, he lost it completely. He moaned and swore, his cock leaking onto his stomach.

“Fuck me, Sebastian.” James thrust against Sebastian’s fingers. He had to be up to three by now, but he was so far gone it was hard to be sure.

Sebastian withdrew. “Let me get a condom.”

“Wait.” James grabbed Sebastian’s hand. He felt empty, and his mind spun. He needed Sebastian. “We don’t have to use one.”

Sebastian paused. “True, we’re both negative. I thought, since you always use one..?”

“It was just habit. I’ve never not used a condom.” James’s heart pounded. He wanted Sebastian back inside him. To feel that special closeness.

“I haven’t either.” Sebastian’s cheeks flushed dark red. “Fuck, I really want this, James. With you.”

“Me too.”

Sebastian slathered his bare cock with lube. James hitched his knees up and Sebastian lined himself up, rubbing his cockhead over James’s hole.

“Please,” James begged.

He always loved hearing Sebastian’s pleas, and it seemed Sebastian felt the same about his. He groaned and thrust forward, stretching James, pushing in with nothing between them.

“Oh fuck,” Sebastian whined as he bore down. “You feel so good, babe.”

James let his legs fall and wrapped them around Sebastian. His breaths came out in hard pants. He’d enjoyed bottoming in the past, but there was a reason it wasn’t his preference. He found it hard to get out of his head when someone was filling him and had always assumed there’d be as much discomfort as pleasure. It wasn’t like that this time. He trusted Sebastian enough to not need to think. He wasn’t worried or self-conscious. He was free to fall into the good sensations, making the overwhelming fullness not only enjoyable when it was Sebastian stretching him but something he couldn’t get enough of.

His hands found their way to Sebastian’s shoulders and pulled him close. Sebastian thrust forward until his hips met James’s ass, and James wrapped his arms around Sebastian’s neck.

James couldn’t have formed a coherent thought if he’d tried. He was stuffed tight. Sebastian was everything, and it all felt so good.

They kissed and panted into each other’s mouths. Sebastian thrust slowly at first, but when James started meeting his thrusts with firm ones of his own, Sebastian snapped his hips, sending a jolt through James’s whole body.

“Sebastian,” he groaned. “Don’t stop.”

Sebastian didn’t. He took James apart like no one else ever had. James couldn’t think beyond the feeling of Sebastian inside him, and he loved it. He just existed in this special space where there was nothing but the man who was everything to him.

“Fuck yeah, James.” Sebastian’s chest glowed with a sheen of sweat. He pumped his hips, looking down to see their bodies joining. “You’re perfect.”