I run a hand across his taut stomach. My hand moves from his stomach and trail down to cup his rigid length. He pulses in my hand, making me feel heady. His hand grips my hair.
“Please, no more,” he hoarsely says as I continue to caress his rigid shaft.
He swiftly switches our positions on the bed. When his hands slowly travel all over my body, realization dawns after some seconds: I have known this guy only like a month. Yet, I’m about to have sex with him and he’s my boss. Is this wise? Although I’m strongly attracted to him, does that mean I have to jump into bed with him just like that?
All coherent thoughts disappear from my head when his finger slides into my wet core. Damn, I believe I have died and gone to heaven as he strokes me. My back lifts from the bed.
Damn it, he’s good!
Whimpering, my fingers find his hair and tighten in its silky strands. The sensations running up my body become so intense I convulse rapidly. His lips reach for mine again and we share an explosive kiss that leaves me all stimulated again.
He reaches for the drawer on his bedside table and brings out a condom which he quickly rolls up his rigid shaft. With his gaze holding mine, he parts my thighs and elevates my buttocks with his muscular hands.
I lick my lips with anticipation as the tip of his manhood brushes against the opening of my core. Slowly, he pushes himself inside me, filling me in ways I have never experienced before. He is so big; my body stretches to accommodate him.
“Fuck, you’re so tight!” he rasps, closing his eyes with lines of strain marking his forehead.
He plunges deep into me and my back arcs. The feeling of having him inside me is heavenly. His movement is slow and gentle at first. And then, tension builds up and his pace increases. He thrusts into my core, filling me completely. My fingers rake his back as he pounds into me with ferocity. He’s marvelous in bed and I love it. My breasts jiggle as his movements increase. A strong feeling builds in between my thighs again and increases with each of his thrusts.
I shudder violently under him even as he continues pounding into me as I reach my climax. His breathing grows more ragged, his strokes increasing until sensations wrench his body. He lets out a groan. Then he falls on the bed beside me.
“That was amazing,” he whispers into my ear.
It definitely was, and I can’t wait for us to do it again later. Right now, I’m so sated all I can do is smile at him and yawn.
He laughs and cuddles me in the curve of his arm. I close my eyes and go to sleep, loving his arms around me. I wake up sometime in the night to find his hands stroking my body.
“I can’t get enough of you,” he mutters before capturing my lips. I switch our positions and ride him as if my life depends on it. By the time I fall on him, panting, I come to a realization.
I can’t deny it anymore. I’m in love with Christian!
Chapter Nineteen
Hope
“Deb, can I talk to you?” I walk into the kitchen two days after returning from my trip with Christian.
“That’s my cue to leave.” Ray rises from the stool at the counter with a wide grin on his face.
I laugh and pat his shoulder as he walks out of the kitchen. Debra turns from the sink where she just finished doing the dishes.
With a glint in her eyes, Debra says, “Have you come to tell it all?”
I sigh. When I returned to Cedar Crest two days ago, Debra wanted me to tell her everything that went down with Christian. I was still too much in a glow to share with her what transpired between us. Christian gave me the following day off after coming back so we could rest. Debra and I couldn’t talk the previous day because she had to take Aria to the pediatrician. Aria is fine now. I only just returned from the office an hour ago.
Seeing Christian and knowing what we shared during the trip kept me self-conscious all day. I made mistakes. Thankfully, Christian was out all day in a series of meetings, so I didn’t see much of him until Katherine came to visit. I struggled very hard not to show my insecurity and jealousy. When they both left just before the close of work without Christian glancing in my direction, I couldn’t help getting worried.
“Do you want some coffee?” Debra asks when I don’t reply, lost in my thoughts.
I nod absentmindedly. It’s time to make a decision about Christian, and I need my sister’s help in order not to let my heart do the thinking for me.
I smile at Debra as she places the cup of coffee on the counter. I take it and sip from it with my thoughts still whirling around my handsome boss. The hot liquid is welcome as it spreads warmth through my body.
“So, what’s up?” Debra asks as she lowers herself on a stool opposite me.
“I’m in love with Christian.” I don’t mince words as I’m desperate for answers.
Debra’s eyes widen and then she lets out a low whistle.