Page 24 of In My Closet

I didn't like the thought of it one bit, Valphan and I falling into some comfortable situationship with each other. Yes, I wanted him to fuck me, but I wanted more than sex from him.

Over the past weeks, I'd grown so used to our weird routine of him waking me with breakfast, pampering me in the bath or shower after a long day of work, and even while I worked, he'd be holding me or getting the knots out of my shoulders and neck. Then, as the day went on, he'd do all the house chores while I worked after he sensed my need for space. Honestly, I don't think I've had to do a single load of laundry or wash a plate since he took over the house chores.

However, the routine brought a newfound fondness for Valphan. The thought of one day losing what we've created or not being together in any way broke my heart into pieces. I didn't want to admit it because I was too stubborn and afraid of commitment.

The more I lingered on my reservations, the more the air around us instantly changed from hot and heavy to awkward and draggy.

Valphan's face softened with worry as he opened his eyes again. Softly, he nudged my cheek with his nose. "Hey, do you need me to stop?" He didn't even wait for me to answer before slowly peeling his hip away, making me wince at the emptying feeling.

I don't know what came over me, but my legs coiled around his waist like a python striking its prey. Trapping him, I forced us back together fully with a pained grunt. "No! Don't stop… Please." Afraid he'd pry himself away, I dug my nails more into him while my legs tightened around his waist.

"Gracie." His worried eyes frantically searched my face as his body stiffened against me. "If you've changed your mind, that's okay. Don't force yourself into anything, even if we are in the middle of it." Pressing his forehead against mine, he gently kissed my lips. "I want this moment to be memorable in a happy way, not in a horrible way where you get filled with regret and hatred every time you think back to this night."

Unable to help it, I pulled my lips into a natural smile at his sweet words. "Valphan, I'm not regretting anything." Pausing for a second, I swallowed my pride and struggled for a moment to get out my feelings. "I'm terrified of what will happen after tonight… And I'm terrified of how this is making me realize how much I love you."

Breaking out in an incredible smile, Valphan released my hands to embrace me and trapped my head in a soul-sucking kiss. "I'm definitely not stopping after you say something like that." With renewed energy, he started to buck his hips at me in short and slow thrusts. "If this makes you love me more, then I'm fucking you until you feel nothing but utter devotion toward me."

Grinning madly, he pried my legs off him to pin them against the bed, nearly folding me like some pretzel. "Let's see how much I can make you love me." The wild glint in his eyes made mine widen as my mouth opened in a loud moan from his sudden thrust.

With some shadow hands holding my legs open and down to the bed, he grabbed my hands again before thrusting in and out of me with no mercy. The lewd sounds of our bodies slapping violently against each other echoed throughout the rooms with Valphan's animalistic groans and my screams of pleasure. I couldn't control anything that came out of my mouth in response to his monstrous cock forcing my cunt to mold itself to him. Every little movement caused his raised bumps to rub against my sensitive walls as his girth would part me. Then his tip, fuck his hard tip hit so deep and right that my eyes rolled with each thrust.

Bunching my wrists up in one hand, he uses his freed one to grab my neck and squeeze at it before exaggerating his thrusts. "How." Thrust. "Much." Thrust. "Do." Thrust. "You." Thrust. "Love." Thrust. "Me." Thrust. "Now!?"

His words barely made it through the fog of pleasure in my mind as I struggled to keep my rolling eyes on Valphan. Every hard thrust from him jarred my body, despite his grip on me, making me feel like a bobblehead doll the further into insanity he fucked me.

I barely managed to whimper my words through my jagged moans and grunts. "A lot. Love you. Much. So much." It came out as full sentences in my mind, but my tongue refused to work with me.

"Aww, would you look at that." Valphan mocked me with a wicked grin as he shook my face back and forth. "My little blessing is at a loss for words for once. Guess I fucked my slutty little mate too good and stupid."

Did he slacken his thrusts? No, no, he did not. In fact, the damn asshole went harder and faster at me until I full-on screamed and saw stars from orgasming. "My God." I sobbed through the aftershock of my orgasm. "Valphan!"

That only spurred him on more. His smug laughter filled the air as he slammed into me with such a bruising force. "That's fucking right! I'm your God!" He sounded like he enjoyed that a tad too much. "The big man can take it up with me later, but the only divine being you're allowed to get on your knees and worship is me. You got that, slut?"

A slew of stringless 'yeses' sputtered from me uncontrollably as I was caught in the throes of pleasure. "Valphan… Please… Fill me, please… Fill me with your cum. Need you so bad." The mere thought of having his hot seed fill my womb and remain once he pulled his cock back made my body tremble with a small orgasm, causing me to clench around him in an attempt to coax him.

"Fucking fiery pits of home, I can't wait to fucking hunt you down and claim you fully." He snarled with a deep growl as he sped up his thrusts. "Right after our soul binding, when you're still in your pretty little dress. Just chase you down through the forest, hold you down, and fuck your brains out before biting and knotting you."

With a groan, his hips jerked out of rhythm until he buried himself fully in me. "Fuck, Gracie, sweetie, fucking love you so much." His words washed over my face hotly before his lips devoured mine in a passionate kiss, one I barely managed to return because I was blanking out from the searing pleasure of my orgasm.

"It's okay, my blessing, I got you." His words faded into the background, sounding like a whisper. "Let yourself go, it's okay."

"I love you so much, Valphan." I barely managed to squeak out before I felt my hold on reality slip.

The last thing I remembered was the feeling of something warm pressing against my temple. "I will forever be grateful for your love and spend forever loving you back, my little blessing." There were some other words, but I couldn't make it out.

I didn't care. All I ever needed in life was within my grasp.

I had my Valphan, my happiness and peace in life.

Chapter 16

Valphan

~1 month later~

"Please?"

I sighed for the umpteenth time at my mate's insistent pleading. Rubbing my temples with a groan, I tightly bundled the blanket around myself. "Cupcake, I'm not saying no for the hell of it." And I've told her the reason already a few times. "It's too dangerous."

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