My mouth immediately opened for an answer, but nothing came out. I shouldn't be struggling; the answer should have come out without hesitation. Others have asked me before, and I always gave them the same answer of 'no' without thought. However, no one has ever asked me such words as Kastoron point blank.
"Stella, doll, answer me." He seemed so angry yet so broken and concerned.
But why?
It wasn't my fault, none of it was, so why is he angry at me and looking at me like that?
14
Kastoron
It had been so long since I felt the burning inferno of rage like this, but seeing the broken realization cross Stella's frowning face made the volcano inside me erupt.
"I-I wasn't raped… I got into bed with him, I kissed him, I let him kiss me, touch me…" Lucifer's halo, she sounded like a broken record with her response, and it pained me a little on the inside.
Sighing softly, I grab her falling head to keep her attention on me. "Did you want to have sex with the man? Or woman?" Hey, I wasn't one to judge, even if she did chide me a little about the little nickname the other day at breakfast.
"I-I don't know? Yes?" Her soft voice cracked with her frown as she began to curl herself up.
Holding her tightly, I lowered my head and rested it against hers so our eyes were leveled. "Stella, it should never come out so unsure. I need to know, Stella, did you or did you not want to have sex with that person? I don't care if you consented to kissing and touching and getting into the room with the person, but the actual sex itself, the part of having someone insert their private part into you, did you want and agree to that wholeheartedly?"
Stella remained concerningly quiet in my arms for a bit before shrugging her shoulders in response. "I don't know."
"Then it's a no. There's no such thing as being unsure or not knowing when it comes to consent, Stella. It's either yes or no, no in between. If there is ever a time when you start to feel unsure about something, then it needs to stop or pause." No wonder the poor thing didn't like me touching her much.
I felt like such a little bastard now, too, after knowing.
Carefully, I laid her down in her bed and got on top of her before kissing her deeply. "I might be an asshole to you, but I would never harm you like that or dare toy with such an idea." It was one thing to chuck a plate at her face and see her get flustered or endlessly poke at her until she snapped, but never would I ever violate her as such.
"Let me show you how amazing it's supposed to feel, please." Begging a human for sex, yeah, this was definitely something I never thought I'd be doing. "I promise I will stop the moment you say so, and if you ever want me to stop or feel the slightest discomfort, then I need you to tell me."
"What if I don't like it? What if it hurts again?" Fuck I wanted to hold her tight and make her fears go away for once rather than feed them.
"If you don't, then you can let me know, and I will stop. I'm not going to lie. It will hurt when I slide my cock into you because I'm not exactly human-sized down there." Judging from her size alone, it was a no-brainer that she would struggle to take me. No pun intended, I had a monster—demon—cock.
"C-can I see? Your dick?" She asked with a red flushed face that she tried to hide with her pillow.
Chuckling, I easily whack the pillow away with a shadow tendril. "Don't let it scare you," I warned her before letting my pants dissolve away from me, letting my member slap down against her stomach.
Tensing, she leaned up onto her hands. "Holy shit!" She gasped with wide eyes and a gaped mouth.
"For one, shit can't be holy." I laughed softly as I watched her gawk at my cock that probably looked like some monstrous dildo from a sex store or specialty site.
"Oh my God, you're going to kill me with that thing! You are not putting it in me." She protested with a stammer, her eyes still locked onto every inch of my glorious length.
Following the dip of my V-line and over a tuft of pitch-black hair was my long and thick cock that was easily the length of her arm from the elbow down at least, and it was definitely too thick for her to wrap a single hand around the shaft that was lined with ridges from the crown to base. Yeah, my cock might look strange to a human or something out of a made-up porno, but for us demons, having a 'strange' cock was normal.
Using a shadow tendril, I wrap it around her wrist to bring her trembling hand to my monstrous member. "Touch it, it won't bite you." I snickered teasingly. To urge her some, I tugged at her wrist using the shadow wrapped around it until she was a mere inch from my twitching length.
Gritting my teeth, I sucked in a sharp breath with her soft hand wrapped itself around my shaft and stroked it nervously. "I won't put it in you tonight if you really don't want to, but I still want to show you pleasure in other ways." Smirking, I let my long tongue slither out of my mouth, making her gasp and bite her bottom lip to hide her growing smile. "I can't wait to feast on your delicious cunt." Just the scent of her arousal alone drove me up the wall.
Her round eyes widened as her cheeks flushed again. "Wait, you don't mean… You're actually going to put that on me? Isn't that disgusting?"
Grinning, I leaned down and licked the full length of her neck and cheek. "Oh, doll, haven't I told you from day one how delicious you taste?" I teased with a chuckle before kissing her deeply with a groan. "I am going to feast on your cunt until you can't give me any more orgasms," I promised her with a growling grin.
Slowly, I kiss my way down her body to her delicate breasts and grab both of them in my hands. "So soft and perfect." I hummed with a satisfied smile, kneading her mounds until she squirmed under me with the softest sighs of pleasure. Her softening eyes remained apprehensive as she watched me lean down and take a hard nipple into my mouth with a soft groan.
As much as I wanted to be rough with her, I knew I had to take it slow for now. I didn't mind it; it meant more time spent with her precious body. I needed her to relax around me and actually lust for me until all that would be on her mind was me and my cock pounding into her with no mercy. Patience though, time and patience, and I would have her on her knees for me.