Fine. I’ll have to talk to her now. Time to put all my cards on the table, or as Coach says: “put the fucking puck on the ice.” I can tell her how much I’ve grown to care for her, and more importantly, what I really think about the imbecilic idea that “what happens on the cruise stays on the cruise.”
“Ladybug?” I turn to her side… but find it empty and cold.
What the fuck? Where is she?
“Sophia?” I get up and knock on the bathroom door.
No reply.
I try the handle and find the door unlocked.
The bathroom is empty.
My stomach drops. The last few days, we’ve spent every morning together, so I foolishly assumed today would be the same.
Maybe she’s packing?
No. She told me she packed up yesterday.
Maybe she forgot to pack something?
My unease intensifies.
Frantically, I dress, brush my teeth, and run over to knock on Sophia’s suite door.
No one answers.
“Ladybug?” I shout, banging my fist on the wood.
No answer.
“Hey,” I say to a passing porter. “Open this door.”
“I’m sorry, sir,” he says, blinking. “If that’s not your?—”
“I heard a scream inside. Someone might need help.”
And hey, it’s not a complete lie: if he doesn’t do as I say, he will be screaming and in need of help.
“Oh.” The porter takes out a keycard and swipes. “Please stay here.”
He runs in and I follow, not trusting some stranger to deal with this—whatever it is.
“There’s no one here,” the porter says, looking around in confusion. “No suitcases either.”
No suitcases.
Until this moment, I could’ve made other guesses, like maybe she went to get some breakfast. But only one explanation fits now: she took her suitcase and left without saying goodbye.
Well, fuck that.
Spinning on my heel, I sprint for the elevator and jab at the button like what’s happening is its fault.
The fucking elevator doesn’t come for what feels like an hour.
I flip it the bird and sprint for the stairs.
I manage to descend only one level down before I run into a traffic jam of people.