After taking a sip he reaches out with his hand and places it on my cheek. "Lo, I don't want to leave. I want you so badly right now. But I want you to know that I want us to be a family, a real family. I've always loved you, I never got over you. You're the woman I love and want to spend the rest of my life with."
"I don't know. It's too soon."
He moves closer to me. Then he kisses me. I kiss him back of course. When he pulls away, he says, "Tell me that didn't feel right. Tell me that didn't make your heart flutter, because it made mine."
I have tears in my eyes, "It made mine flutter too."
He kisses me again and I climb on his lap, straddling him. He grabs my ass and pulls me closer to him, he's hard and I can feel it rubbing between my legs. I made him like that. I did.
"I missed you so much, Lo. I need to feel you. I need to know that you are willing to give us a go. I want my family, Lo."
"I want that too, Kash. Just don't break our hearts. I nearly didn't survive my broken heart, but I know I won't survive if you break him too."
He moves me so that I am lying down on the couch. "Lo, I will never break your heart again and I wouldn't do that to Elijah. He is ours. I feel so much emotion for him already and I love you for giving him to me."
His eyes are searching mine, looking at me to give him permission to do what I know he is going to do next. I nod my head and smile at him. I need him as much as he needs me.
Before I can speak he has taken my clothes off and he is looking over me. I see his eyes darken as he takes in the scars on my body. "Kash, don't look at them."
"I can't help it, Lo. I get so angry when I think about him hurting you. It's a good job he's in prison because I don't know what I would do if I ever saw him again." He kisses my stomach and I watch as his hands rub it. "I can't believe Elijah was in here and I didn't get to see it."
"I'm sorry..."
"Don't be sorry. I'm the one who should be sorry, I left you to that monster. What I meant was I would have loved to see you round with my child. I missed that." He kisses my stomach again and then moves down between my legs. He pulls my lips apart and before I know it, his tongue is pushing inside me. I moan and arch my back, it feels so good to have him between my legs.
"You taste just like I remember, Lo. Your pussy was my favorite thing to eat."
I blush even though he can't see me. I was always embarrassed when he talked dirty to me.
"I need to be inside you, Lo. I can't wait, are you ready for me?"
I look up at him. "I'm always ready for you to be inside me, Kash."
He takes his cock and pushes inside me, deeply and I moan. “Kash, that feels so good. Fuck."
"You fit me perfectly, Lo." He leans down and kisses me. Then he rubs my clit. "I need you to come before me. I need to hear your whimpers as your orgasms rush through your body, Lo."
As he flicks my sensitive nub with his thumb, he leans over and sucks one of my nipples into my mouth, when he bites down gently it sends me into a spiral. My body comes apart and I have never had an orgasm like it. It's like my body was waiting for Kash to come back.
"Fuck, you're squeezing me so tight, Lo. I love it." He thrusts in and out a few more times before he stills and comes inside me. I don't even think about talking to him about condoms right now, I just want to bask in the light that he has brought back to my life.
"Lo, I love you. I always have."
"I love you too, Kash."
"I don't want to let you go, Lo, but I don't think it would be good for Elijah to find us like this in the morning." He starts to laugh and I join in. This is what our relationship was always like, we were always laughing and joking. it's what comes naturally to us.
"Then we had better move upstairs." I look him in the eye. Yes, I'm inviting him to stay the night.
"You sure? How will Elijah take it that we are in bed together? I can leave before he gets up if you want."
"Let's just see how it goes. He's going to have to see us together sometime soon isn't he?"
"He sure is Lo, I don't intend to leave either of you ever again."
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KASH