"Good," I snarl as I thrust my hips hard and faster, gritting my teeth as I bring my hand to her clit.

"Kash," she cries as her body tightens, her head flies backward and her body bows. She detonates, her pussy flooding my cock and convulsing around my length.

"Fuck," I snarl. "Fuck, fuck fuck."

I continue to pound into her, trying to reach my own climax. My cock swells and I thrust once—twice—thrice before I bury myself to the hilt inside of her and cum long and hard. "Lo," I growl as I do.

Nothing is better than Lauren, and I know that my life is complete now that I have her back. She's it for me and I'm going to marry this woman someday soon.

NINE

LAUREN

Four months later

My life has changed since Kash walked back into it. And I mean drastically. Since we had the BBQ at Kayla and Maddox’s house, I’ve gotten to know the couple along with the rest of the Maddog Security team.

Kayla is like the sister I've always wanted and never had and I can't thank her enough for what she does for me.

I don't work in the bar anymore. I was asked if I wanted to work for Maddog Securities as a secretary and I lept at the chance to work days and have my nights for Kash and Elijah. So now I work with them and I love my job. I get to boss all those alpha men around and it makes me smile to see them doing what I want. Kash always tells me that one day they are going to realize what I'm doing. But until then I'll still have my fun . Thank you very much.

Kayla looks after Elijah during the day while I work and he is so happy to have other kids to play with. He is a different person, happy all the time and he loves when either I or Kash collect him. I wasn't sure how he would bond with Kash, but I shouldn’t have been worried at all as they are two peas in a pod.

"Hey, earth to Lauren, where are you baby?" Kash taps the desk.

"Sorry, I was miles away thinking about how my life has changed so much since you walked back into my life." I smile at him.

"For the better I hope." He leans down and kisses me.

"Absolutely, I don't know how I did it without you for so long."

"Well, you don't have to do it any longer without me. I'm not going anywhere, there is nowhere I would rather be than with you." He leans in closer to me, looking around the office. "I have to stay later than you today, but I want you laid out naked on the bed when I come home. Elijah is sleeping at Kayla's tonight, we have the house to ourselves and I want to feast on you. Then I want to fuck you until you can't take anymore."

My breathing increases, my heart is doing somersaults and my face is flushing. I'm still not used to Kash talking dirty to me, especially at work.

"What do you say, Babe, are you in?"

I nod my head. "Yes please." My eyes are wide open and my love for this man is overwhelming. I can't lose him again, I don't think I would survive.

He smiles and kisses me chastely on the cheek. "Till later, baby." Then he turns on his heels and walks back to the conference room. I think of it more as a battle room. They have pictures on the walls of their next jobs and a white board with pictures and scribbles all over it. When they are in there, they can be there for hours, so I know Kash won't be home too early. That will give me chance to make some dinner for after he's eaten me out and fucked me.

It's another hour before I finish up. I knock on the door to the boardroom and walk inside. "Guy's, I'm leaving. I'll see you all in the morning. Don't stay too late." I smile at them all, but it's Kash who I stare at. He knows why I don't want him to stay too late.

"See you in the morning," the guys say and Kash winks at me.

I close the door behind me and leave. In the car on the way home, I have my music blaring and I'm smiling because I'm so fucking happy. I stop at the convenience store to pick up some wine and then drive home.

It's strange not collecting Elijah from Kayla's. He's stayed there a few times, and I'm kind of used to spending time with just Kash on those nights. When I pull up to the house, I get a cold feeling rushing over me. It's strange because it's the middle of summer and it's fucking boiling outside.

I get out of the car with the bottle of wine in my hand and unlock the front door. I turn and look around just to see if someone is following me, but there's not one there. So fucking strange. It's only when I walk into the kitchen that I realize why my hairs on my neck were standing up.

I drop the bottle of wine and it smashes at my feet.

"You always were a klutz, Lauren." My stepfather stands in the middle of my kitchen staring at me.

"I thought you were in prison?" I manage to say, but I'm not sure how I do.

"I got out two weeks ago. It took me a while to find you, you moved a long way away and I see you had your baby. Is he disabled? After all those kicks you took to your stomach I was hoping he would be." His voice is monotone and scary.