That’s not true, Winter. He’s gone. You know he is.
A huge weight lifted off my shoulders when I met with Dr.Greene yesterday. She’s a quick-witted woman with soft brown eyes and a skin complexion to match.
I didn’t care who I saw when Ella set up the appointment. The only thing I needed was someone with a medical license to tell me that I still wasn’t pregnant and all the STI results were still negative.
They are.
Breathe.
Breathe.
Breathe.
I put my head in my hands.
“Hey.”
I jump, knocking my tea mug off the counter and splashing myself with the hot liquid all in one movement. The mug crashes to the floor, and I suppress a yelp.
“Shit! Shit, shit, shit,” I say as my heart beats in painful, rapid crashes against my sternum. I rush to the paper towels on the other side of the kitchen.
In my haste, I don’t think about stepping on the slippery floor or the broken ceramic.
A large shard pierces the skin of my foot, and I have a completely over-the-top reaction to it.
I shriek.
Trauma causes amplified pain responses, I recall from my studies. It seems that I’m education in real life.
Kitty’s nails click on the tile at a furious pace, and in a second, he’s next to me, tail wagging.
“Off-duty,” I tell him. He doesn’t move.
I fall back into the chair, bringing my foot up to inspect. I’m still breathing hard, but I can’t look at Hunter.
“Off-duty,” I emphasize to Kitty, and he drops to the floor, sitting. Tilting his head again, he gives me what I can only equivocate as a doggy sigh, and he moves to sit at the back of my chair.
I jump again when I feel a movement coming from my right. I bring my hands up to cover my head, bracing for an attack. I tremble, so close to panic.
“It’s okay, Rio,” Hunter says from beside me.
Rio. It’s just Rio.
Still, I can’t stop trembling.
As if I’m underwater, I hear Rio and Hunter exchange a few words and then it’s just Hunter and me in the kitchen.
One.
One-two-one.
One-two-three-two-one.
The pressure in the air changes as Hunter takes a step in my direction. That snaps me out of my daze.
Suddenly, inspecting my foot for damage is the most important task ever.
“Did I wake you, Hunter?” I say, my voice at a more sedate volume.